Some thougts about the kick


I have been apart of @Rapid_ninjas for a while now, and the anger / frustration / sadnesss that I'm feeling rn is quite unbelievable. Even though our recent successes as a team, as of today july18th i'm no longer part of the team , got a phone call few hours ago from our CEO's assistant that basically due to "reasons" I'm to be kicked off the team (there is an official game today btw lul). No warning no nothing, this really shocked me to my core because, nobody.... and I do mean nobody has said anything to me about it. We have about 1-2 off-days / week but even on those days we usually hang out on teamspeak the whole day, and NOT ONCE did I ever get any indication that I would be getting kicked.

Overall there is just alot of things I don't understand about this whole situation, which out of respect for everybody involved i won't go into detail.. but fuck. Its no suprise that when I got a message saying "hey would you be interested in being in a team with the ex-Wild(old top20 something) guys " I was over the moon with excitement and hyped af. Put my body and soul / tears and blood into the team. And I think we proved to the people that "YES!" we are capable of becoming a team, working together / off each other and becoming a structured group.

I loved everysingle second , minute , hour and day of the grind. The scrimms / theory / demos everythinggg I love this fucking game.... I'm proud of what we have achieved and proved every hater wrong. Was hoping that we can take this momentum we got from making EAST:VRL to be able to perform good on upcoming tournaments and when the time came to conquer VRL (Obviously this could still end up happening just wanted to be part of it ).

Do I hate the team ?
No , I respect (except 1) in the team alot, and wish them nothing but the best and hope they manage to take down the whole scene and maybe even end up winning EAST.

Whats next ?
IDK :D gonna do a frontflip off some stairs

Overall the team is in a really good position right now , the comms , the gameplay, the chemistry everything is turning out really good, and alot of work is put into it. Everybody in the team / staff and fans should be proud of the ninjas and all their hard work.

Things should have been dealt with differently but what is done is done... it sucks, thats life for you :) thats e-sports .

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