Lenaaa's on a MENTAL HEALTH BREAK · @lenaleechii
29th Jun 2022 from TwitLonger
Before I finally take a break-
"I've been in a relationship so long that I've forgotten what it's like to be free and single... I'm just saying I wanna give that a try" - First and foremost, I admit it was my fault to tweet something so cryptic and easily misunderstood. I'd like to tell everyone that I DID NOT JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY, CRAVED FOR "FREEDOM", and gotten SICK of him. I intended to hint a possible break up, and I understand that it's easily misunderstandable. I'm very sorry for that.
But for Twitter Karens and assholes who projected their past exes on me, assumed a lot of bullcrap about me, and created an entirely new bullshit about me and my relationship, I'd love to clear a few things.
1. I never cheated and I am not in love with someone else. He knows, i know, EVERYONE knows. HE SHOULD KNOW OF ALL PEOPLE THAT I NEVER CHEATED. I'm an INTROVERT and I mostly spend my time on commissions and my studies. I GRADUATED SALUTATORIAN. Heck, call me a pussy but I can't even bear to joke about wanting to fuck someone else. STOP ASSUMING IT TWITTERTARDS.
2. I love him, AND I STILL DO. We are in a loving relationship, but we've been having a lot of fights and altercations these days. Both are at fault and unintentionally hurt each other with words. My mental health has been like shit ever since, and it hurts like hell; he's my boyfriend after all and I am soooo obsessed with him. I created an art page dedicated to him. So PLEASE stop assuming that I am just dragging him around and I don't love him. Our relationship isn't on its best state rn, and I INSISTED we two should split and put an end to our almost- 4yrs of being together, for us to avoid hurting even further. HE IS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED A COOL-OFF for like a week or 2, basically, taking a break from each other until we're both capable of making rational decisions, and also to give ourselves a breather and the time to work on ourselves whilst being apart.
3. Like what I've been saying, even loving relationships can go through tough times. I claim and perfectly accept for the impulsive tweet, BUT JESUS CHRIST PEOPLE, Y'ALL ARE CONTESTING ON WHO WOULD BE THE GREATEST STORYMAKER for all the made-up stories y'all composed about me and my relationship.
I wanna take a break for real now, especially off twitter. Even people are harassing me in my dms. We are currently on a cool-off. Hopefully, whatever we both end up deciding on afterwards, everyone will accept it.
But for everyone who retained their support ,thank you very much! Me and Jared, we're more than grateful for them all.