Anna 🌻🎮 (Twitch Hiatus) · @AnnaTheGameGirl
15th Aug 2021 from TwitLonger
Opening Up ( @vypre7 ) (Read TW/CW's!!)
(TW/CW: emotional abuse, s*xual harassment/abuse, strong (and some s*xual) language, homophobia, fetishization)
TL;DR - I'm Anna. This guy hurt the people I love, prepare to watch him die via exposition and roasting.
After all the lies, manipulation, and betrayal at my ex's and others' hands, I thought it couldn't get worse.
Somehow, life manages to find a way to spin you out of control when you thought you had the wheel.
But this isn't about me. Yes, while I was emotionally abused and sexually harassed (by different people, of all things) myself, this is more about my girlfriend. (Heads up, she uses neopronouns (pup/pupself), so I'll be using those for her most of the time.)
To put it bluntly, my ex, Gordon (not gonna hide his name), is a two-faced piece of shit. He acted one way around me, but then turned about face and acted an entirely different way when I was gone. This was especially relevant when it came to how he acted on Discord.
With me, he was always sweet and sappy, even on voice. But when I wasn't in the call with him and some others (including my gf), he would basically turned into a monster.
Most of the recollections are from my gf. Pup said he would rant and rave about how he hated this one girl we were no longer friends with (and apparently talked about her like he wanted to hatef*** her), how he wanted to shove things (whether literally or figuratively) up people's asses in graphic detail (specifically one person we were friends with who's now kinda stuck up my ex's a**hole), how he called furries names and compared them to zoophiles (which clearly those two aren't the same thing), and other various things.
But there are several things that were more major than those, and I'll list them here. (I wasn't here for most of it because I was blissfully ignorant at the time.)
- Screamed so loud in a VC call that he gave the others in the call sensory overload (including my gf), and no one stopped him
- Showed up to calls drunk and tried to hit on my gf (I experienced him drunk in a call once and it terrified me)
- Would be creepy and talk about how he wanted to get married to me and have kids
- Would also hit on my gf when not drunk
- Would make NSFW jokes despite my gf and someone else being uncomfy with such jokes
- Lied about several things, including his er... length
- Fetishized lesbians and bisexual people at some points (my gf is an ace lesbian and I'm an ace bi)
- Most likely described s*xual things in great detail
- Used a cutesy voice with some of his friends (but especially me) and it came off as creepy
- Randomly talked about his fetishes when no one wanted to hear them
- Had major, major jealousy issues when it came to me. He threatened to kill anyone that would try to steal me from him- which in turn worried my gf and someone else who apparently had a crush on me at the time. It put pup in constant fear of this actually happening.
- Promised to "improve his mental health" but used it as a mask to shut us up while he continued being an a**hole
- Probably caused his mother and sibling a lot of grief when he got drunk, and even when sober
- Passively-agressively texted his sibling even after they took measures to try and get him to curb his attitude
- Online stalked my gf by asking about pup's plans for the day and other similar things
- Butted in to people's business and then acted like it was his fault for it
- Guilt tripped. Constantly. With everyone. (Mostly the lie that his home situation was bad when he was the one making it bad)
- Rubbed it in everyone's face just how much money he made at his security job and just what he could buy with it. Bought himself a brand new iPhone and tried buying parts to build a PC, but got his friends (and me) nothing. Greedy and stingy much?
I'm getting this out because not only has he hurt me, he's also hurt others, including my gf and several good friends. And I want to warn others who may interact with him, to keep the fuck away from him for good reason.
And may I sign off with this, Gordon? (Yes, I tagged you in the title, I know you're reading this ya asshole.) You're no better than almost two years ago. You're a disgusting, slimy snake in the grass that doesn't give two shits about anyone's comfort level. You hurt and traumatized not only me, but my gf (you know who she is), and several other friends of mine as well. If I see you, I *will* fight you. I'm not that scared girl you left two years ago. I have my big girl britches on now and I'm not scared of a c*ntwaffle like you. Be it with a steel-toed boot or something else, you are getting hurt if I ever see you in public. You dare hurt the ones I love again and you will feel the pain, you spineless virgin spawn. Don't even try to contact me again because I have you blocked everywhere. I wouldn't touch you with a hundred-foot pole if I had one, because I think you might explode if I poked you even once. Start being thankful for what you have instead of complaining about no AC for one day, ungrateful ingrate. There are people who have it worse than you, so don't act like you're the one worse off- I know you've acted that way before.
In short, just fuck off and stop stalking me and my gf, you shithead. Goodbye.
~ Anna (I'm not sorry)