new beginning


long story short i got a business enquire about forming a roster for a org that was salaried and he had 2 players in mind and both of them are my good friends but one of them was from a different region and that all fell apart, we obviously couldn't deny this opportunity, but before this and i have screenshots even asked if New Esports could just be picked up but he was pretty positive on picking me and this player up and then going LF1, i never wanted too keep K4shera and postkill in the dark but i wasn't even sure on accepting the offer as new esports was also org hunting, but i felt like this would be better for me and i've had my doubts with new esports for awhile it started just before champs as i joined the team in April and we rarely played/practised we had the biggest tournament of the year and we didn't scrim play or barely talk, but thats fine i get they have a IRL life so absolutely no hate towards them both at all, they gave me a absolutely unreal chance to show my worth as a player, i 100% didn't want it to go down like this but someone leaked too them this project and it definitely made the situation worse in my case, and i'm very sorry to them, but i 100% should of talked to them and told them where i'm standing and what my thought process was ive been sitting on this for a week now and it came out today, i wish them the absolute best they're both amazing people and there's no doubt in my mind that they will find a insane 3rd and be back to winning <3 but more information will be out soon regarding my new team and hopefully new org <3

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