Assassin Homura⚔️🦊Vtuber · @HoshiAria
14th Apr 2021 from TwitLonger
What's going on
People most likely want an answer since it's been two weeks. I've been busy for the most part with my personal life and work dealing with issues.
But i'm officially coming out with this...
A. H. is dead. People talk about vtubers doing graduations as their goodbyes and thought about it myself. You can always come back so, why not just kill off the character?
At first it was a April's Fools Day bit that came to mind with the following day April 2nd just getting back up and adjusting my glasses like nothing happened. Then came to the thoughts, am I having fun?
Doing Homura was very fun for sure and enjoyed myself fully even if it was just for 30~45 mins. Other character was fun but felt couldn't fully take it on the path I wanted. Honestly, think my biggest issue going towards that route was my own audience at the end.
Yes, do have my own faults because know I'm not the best performer like many others, but didn't stop me trying to improve. You are are most likely asking... Why are you blaming your viewers? I'm not but after seeing from communities and how some people acted towards me, felt was more of some kind of... sexual object and people wanted me to do sexual things. What about Homura? You did THAT with her. Yes, I did and wasn't proud of it but just did because people wanted that and was my way showing i'm done.
Do lewd things bug me? No, not at all, but that wasn't the imagine I wanted to present myself. Felt was too deep in and just wasn't happy about it at all. There nothing wrong with it here and there but felt people mainly wanted that. Mainly wanted to be a person who can hang out and chat with, bit high energy, but still comfy at times.
Will you be Homura now? No, she was made only for one thing to kill my vtuber and nothing more.
Do I plan on doing a re-debut under a new character? Flat No. I do have the resources and connections to get a new 3D model rolled out or even a 2D model quickly, but have zero plans for it.
Anyways, thanks for those who did supported me. Know didn't really have a huge following but still thankful for those who supported me.