I would like to start out by saying I’m sorry. My actions last year were in no way acceptable. I’m sorry to those that looked up to me who I let down. I made bad choices that I have been reflecting on and that is not the person I am or strive to be. I realize now that I used my “clout” to my benefit and I’m embarrassed and ashamed. I will do better. I am doing better. I have no excuses for my actions and I know I deserve all of the consequences from my poor choices. Even at my highs in 2020 it was never what I let the public see. I was unhappy. This is one of the main reasons why I streamed for at least 10 hours every single day. It was my happiness. I shut out my whole family and friends and was not ok with the person I was becoming. Since my break I have been getting help and will continue to do so. Thank you to everyone who has reached out to me privately. Just because I never responded doesn’t mean I didn’t read them or appreciate them. You guys are and forever will be my family and I’m thankful for all of you. For the people that choose to no longer support me, I 100% understand and still know I’m thankful for you and the friendships I made. For those who still rock with me, as stated above, streaming is my happiness and I will be returning soon and can’t wait to reunite with my twitch family again. I miss you guys and appreciate you so much. I hope you can forgive me. Here’s to a better 2021. Love you guys.