IluZ | Epic_Gabriel · @ItsEpic_Gabriel
26th Oct 2020 from TwitLonger
yea....
(Before i begin i wanna say that i am horrible at apologizing and my spelling sucks so please bare with me)
Hey whats up. I just wanna start by saying sorry. Sorry to everyone ive been toxic towards and sorry to everyone ive made felt uncomfortable or unhappy in some way and im especially sorry to Kiyarash. i was on a pretty good streak of not salt tweeting and raging on stream but tonight i kinda just..... let it all out i guess. None of the issues i have are really an excuse for what i said to Kiyarash. ive been lurking here and there on twitter to see peoples reactions and everyone was happy that i deactivated which made me really sad but also made me realize that wow, im really that bad of a person that everyone is popping off cuz i deactivated. I dont blame any1 for shitting on me cuz honestly i would to lmao. as much as it sucked seeing everyone shit on me it also really hit me in a weird way. worse than normal when i get shit for my other salt tweets this one really hurt me. idk what i was thinking saying what i said tbh especially to a kid. he constantly ask me if i think hes good or if i think hes a good player or whatever and i kinda just troll him and say "sure!" all the time instead of actually admiting that hes good and it got to the point where i said what i said after i lost to him. so.... yea im kind of an ass hole :/ i hate to admit it but its true. I fucked up really bad today and it blew up. I have no excuses for that and im sorry. im trying my best to get better, clearly it hasnt been working to much?????? everytime i get "better" something like this happens and im just back at square one. im sorry, ill try harder. I dont expect any1 especially Kiyarash to forgive me but..... yea...