And to those I love, Thanks for sticking around

Today is the day that I announce my retirement from Competitive Apex and chose to pursue a future in Valorant. I know some people will be upset by this decision and chose to no longer support me and I completely understand, but this is a choice that I have decided to make for the sake of my happiness. I am far too anxious about the future of Apex to feel comfortable staying in the scene. I've voiced my opinions on this on stream a few times about how Apex feels like a sinking ship to me and well, its time for me to get off before I sink with it.

To my team mates and friends in the scene I wish you all nothing but the best and I love you guys and hope we can stay in touch. Shoutout to @oh_Nocturnal @MonsoonGG @ImMadnessTV @NiceWigg @Nokokopuffs_ @heyGuhrl and @TSM_Reps. You all drove me to become a better person through your positivity and love and I'm forever grateful to have met you guys and I hope that our paths cross again in the future.

To all the fans, I'm sorry. These past few months I've been in a low spot because of how i feel about the game and I know many of you saw that, it shaped how I behaved on stream and made me toxic at times and unfun to watch and for that I'm sorry. I know many of you will no longer support me because of the move to Valorant, but to those of you who stay and support me for me and not for the game I'm playing. I love you guys with every fiber of my being, and I'm going to be doing everything I can to be more positive, welcoming and happy for the sake of our community.

To my org, Thank you for giving an absolute nobody who had nothing a chance to shine. I'm so thankful to have been given this opportunity that forever changed my life. It's insane to me that I went from a teenager just sitting in my room playing games to avoid my problems, to winning tournaments at X-games, to Poland and going to California for Twitch con. The things that you have allowed me to do this past year changed my life, and for that I thank you with my whole heart.

Reply · Report Post