Leaving BTRG // 正式离开BTRG

Well, it's with a heavy heart that I announce this, especially considering the pretty decent performances from my team as of the past quarter.

Over the past 3 months, BTRG had breached terms of the contract that we've agreed upon and despite that; we worked together to try and solve the issue so as to extend our cooperation.

As I'm the only Chinese speaking player in the team, I was basically tasked to be the middleman between the org and the CSGO team. It was necessary for me to communicate with the org while arranging prac, settling daily tasks/goals for prac, fixing mistakes while maintaining my own personal play time and etc was really too much of a burden to shoulder, which is why when MYM joined us it was a truly liberating feeling, having a good coach taking such a heavy weight off my workload seriously helped me perform better and focus more on my individuals while at the same time still struggling to patch things up with the org.

Having to juggle my workload Ala cirque du soleil was far from productive and personally it has become a form of unnecessary stress that despite me doing what I felt was 'handling it well' it has definitely taken a toll on my mental, physical and emotional state.
I won't dive too much into the details in regards to the contract itself, just know that the issues have yet to be fixed despite us working on it together. There has been too many delays and the work efficiency is nonexistent.

Despite good performances on a individual level and pretty alright results on a team level considering all that's been happening, I am personally exhausted and will take a break from this hectic year of 2020. From the roster musical chairs that began at the start of the year, to the pandemic setting in, I am truly blessed to be able to work with some of the greatest players I personally have had the pleasure of being with, xccurate, XigN, Eeyore, Geniuss and MYM are amazing people, amazing players and I wish nothing but the best for them. I only hope that our paths have the opportunity to cross again in the future.

I think if not for the support of my family and me being able to stay with my girlfriend during this tough period whereas the pandemic is keeping everybody home, I probably would not have lasted this long nor been able to keep up with performances and the tasks I am assigned to do as both the Captain, IGL and even as a player.
I will take a short break to recover physically and mentally and weigh my options before deciding on my next venture.

Thank you all for taking your time to read this and as always I appreciate all the love you guys send me, it means the world to me and I am grateful for your continued support.

That being said, I now officially enter free agency and am looking out for possible opportunities in another team. I am up for any type of CS related work be it as a player, coach and/or analyst.


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今天我正式离开BTRG；我和BTRG经过了许多但是最近这3个月BTRG在合同上同意过的事却没有做到
在队伍里我是唯一会说中文的选手，所以俱乐部和队伍有什么事都是由我来做个中介，身为个选手之前我还需要负责许多多余的东西，让我自己本身感觉到非常的压力。
幸亏有了泰国教练MYM加入我们的队伍过后，我自己本身的状态也发挥了出来，队伍的成长几厉害，3个月以来我和俱乐部都一直在想办法把合同的事搞清楚，让我们有机会继续努力的合作下去。但是工作效率实在是太低了，问题存在方案没有，一直不停的拖让我感到非常的心累，也影响到心态。
压力过头的我已经受到心上，和身上的影响了，最近搞到吃也吃不下，睡也睡不着，肠胃问题.

我现在因为合同上俱乐部没达到所答应的事，正式把合同作废，成为个自由选手(FREE AGENT).

有兴趣的俱乐部队伍可以联系我。 我现在首先需要休息一下，养好健康然后就再接再厉.
非常感谢你们一项来的支持，也非常感谢你们送过来的爱.~

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