DV cwaudia 🇱🇹 · @cwaudiia
19th Aug 2022 from TwitLonger
Lorelei's Accusations
TW: Sexual Assault, R*pe, CP
Let me go back in time. "Lorelei" and her roommate "Athena" came into our girls friend group after finding out they live in Vegas. We were all so close in a short amount of time and would hangout a lot. We planned a fun trip to go to Miami and Lorelei and Athena were last minute invitees due to us not knowing them too well. The first few days of Miami were fun and we were all having a good time.
One night, the guy and I go into the bedroom to go lay down and relax, everyone was drinking including everyone that was in the room, but it was the last few nights and people were slowing down on the drinking. Lorelei follows us into the room, perfectly fine, a minute later and sits down to talk to us. The topic of relationships comes up since she was talking to a guy and we were asking her how it was going. The topic about kinks comes up where Lorelei proceeds to explain she's into CNC and wants a "knife held to her throat", which is something we weren't in to. She wasn't stumbling her words or showing any sign of her drinking. I asked Lorelei if she'd want to join us sometime and she gave a giggle and said "maybe". We continue talking about our relationship still and how we're comfortable with each other and her. I asked her later and she said "yes" and got up onto the bed and took her own pants off.
This is very personal that I've told a few amount of people that I trust and I've briefly talked about it on my twitter. I was r*ped, s*xually ass*ulted, and taken pictures of at the ages of 9-12. I've gone to therapy, blocked the person on everything even if they still try reaching out to me (last christmas). Why would I EVER put that on someone that I took care of and talked to like a sister? In bed I played with her care and made sure she was comfortable the entire time. There was a code word to stop which I asked her twice if she wanted to stop. We showered together afterwards where she was excited and giddy saying "I lost my virginity! now I can do it with____".
The next morning, she bragged about it to all the girls and her roommate messages me saying not to tell people because she didn't want ____ finding out, which I agreed to. The girls she told (including her roommate) come up to me asking "when is it my turn" " I want something like that", which we didn't feel comfortable doing it with those people. She proceeds to cuddle the guy right infront of me and talk to him one on one. I got upset with that and told her off. She comes up to me giving me a hug and saying "Im sorry I would never do anything to hurt you, I love you and you're my best friend", I forgave her.
I went home earlier than everyone else and at night, I get a facetime call from the people there saying "Lorelei is begging him to date her and she would do anything to be with him", he declined and she got very upset and she walked out of the apartment in the night. They all sat in one room worried she might do something and everyone was stressed, including her roommate who also was angry with Lorelei.
The pregnancy test message was me being safe and making sure that pregnancy wouldn't happen, I use BC so it didn't cross our mind.
Athena (her roommate) has threatened to hit the guy with a car if she ever saw him. Ive gotten numerous messages and calls from them saying "The police will be contacted" and a guy calls me saying hes standing from a neutral standpoint and he's just an bystander but then proceeds to text saying "this is a law firm". They said they want to talk and our lawyer said if they want to talk, they should talk to him, which they never did. I didn't feel comfortable talking to them anyway after they threatened someone I was close with with hitting him with their car.
I would never ever hurt someone I cared about and made amends with while she was flirting with my guy trying to get him to breakup with me. I wanted her to be happy and safe and felt like I was the closest to her at the time.
Please read dates on some of these posts as they're out of order and some are just her on her private. She also slapped him in the face when I went home early. The texts where it says "Lorelei" is me messaging her and "Loreluei" is the guy messaging her. One of the ss is where I've talked about my story in the past on twitter and deleted it because of how embarrassing I felt. I've also attached my therapy notes. I wanted to get my story out, I've always looked out for her and she's never brought up that night negatively to me and I never thought this would happen. I don't want anyone to attack anyone who was involved, I just wanted people to hear from my side.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/xggmahxeh3dsppt/AABatkGJiDONHNaEY0Cgz-2Na?dl=0