All cards on the table


This has gotten out of hand, Layna you have forced my hand. I tried to reach out to you multiple times over the years and you were personal friends with those I asked to help me with getting to have a conversation with you. You have done irreparable harm to myself, my brands, and my friendships. Why would you lie that I didn't reach out? Here is the proof.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/900053706245025812/955660900482834502/LaynaProof1.PNG
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/900053706245025812/955700086992683078/ProofofLaynaBlocking.png

You consistently claim the 20k debt as a part of your suffering. However, YOU are the one that canceled the figure in the first place. Per YOUR contract, you took on the financial burden of making the figure. 

Although we had our differences I STILL wanted to finish this figure and then we could part ways amicably. We never would have talked again. I spent time and shouted out every one of your streams on my account. I rallied my fans to your streams to get excited. 

Whenever you needed anything for Susu’s figures I was the middleman. You know I paid for Susu’s prints to be shipped overnight to New Zealand. You know the calls we had were I consoled you while you were stressed with Susu’s figure. I helped you. I didn’t have to, I wanted to. The tension was unhealthy. I understand you didn’t want to do a figure because we no longer were friends. This is not good business. I tried to talk to your business partner, he told me he would not be involved in any of your drama despite being a co-owner.

You have asked for a public apology from me. I did it knowing all this truth but it still wasn’t good enough for you. We both experienced pain. YOU blocked ME. I could never contact you.

When you joined a discord group I was in it you left and left a vague message saying that everyone should watch their backs. I attempted to reach out after this. I need to show the raw truth.

Here is the full time-line of events.

Sinnocent (Date: 2013 - 2016)

I met Sinnocent in the Costume/Cosplay community through a photographer of ours, who did photoshoots for both of us. Through this we became friends and did photo work together.

“I would go as far as waking up in the middle of the night to go over to her house to cook."
- She has come over one time to make me spaghetti, this is an over exaggeration of my reliance on her.

“When we met she had virtually no following and I helped build her socials.”
- This is incorrect. I had a larger following on my Facebook and Deviantart page before we met.

“During our break in 2016, bunny started dating him, hid it from me and then lied about doing so”
- We were two mutually consenting adults and we pursued a relationship after he made it clear that he had no intention of returning to his previous girlfriend.

“ I was terrified of running into her at a convention and ultimately decided to retire from cosplay and give up a 15 year long journey.”
- I was told directly to my face that the reason that she quit was because she wasn’t making enough revenue and she was stagnant.

“Only to find out that she had gone to badmouth me to other creators and spread lies, I’m still hearing about things to this day“
- The only person I told about this was Susu as she asked about my past relationships.

“Bunny spun our story to make herself the victims, reversing the roles to say her boyfriend cheated on her with me. “
- My boyfriend at the time would physically and emotionally abuse me. Without telling me he would go over to Sinnocent, this is why I stopped with all contact with her. However, she was unaware of his abuse towards me during this time.

After finding out, she did help me move out of my apartment.

“She then cheated on him with OGTexas “
- Sinnocent had no knowledge of OG at this time and our friendship at the time. We were not dating at that time. The only person who would have told about OG is Susu.

“ Bunny accused me of what she had done which in turn dissolved a 4 year long relationship and destroyed me as a person. “
- I stated that my boyfriend at the time was cheating on me with her. To which she found out about the abuse and helped me get out of my apartment.

“ I reached out to people only to find out each side got told different stories from her. “
- As stated above, I only ever confided any information regarding Sinnocent to Susu, who was my partner at the time.

“ One of them moved to attempt suicide because of bunny’s actions “
- The individual in question is “Yurockit”/Adella. She was in a bad mental space at the time.

“Bunny does not care who you are, if she thinks she can gain something from you she will attempt to attach to you and bunny will try to drain all beneficial advantages she can from you.”
-This is all conjecture and defamation of character. None of this can be proved and corroborated with others.

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2. Yurockit / Adella: (Date: - 2017)I met Adella in the cosplay/costume community as she worked with the same Photographer.
“ Every detail she described in her detail were absolutely true. [Sinnocent]”
- As stated above, Sinnocent left out many key details in her post.

“Phone calls, messages both outbound and inbound largely consisted of painful confirmations to terminated friendships or newly founded suspicion “
- The only person I discussed Yuki with was Susu, and I only did this in confidence as she was my partner at the time

September 22nd, 2017 - I began to get worn down and tired as I was constantly being used as a trauma dump. I communicated that I was done. I asked her to leave.
September 29th, 2017 - I reached out to Adella’s partner because I wanted to end things on good terms.
October 31st, 2017- They tried to reach out to rekindle the relationship. At this time I was seeking medical help for my depression and anxiety. I wished her the best in the future.

Screenshots of Yurockit:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/0armmwwyxt5swrk/AACIViLil-USZZlUo6msHePHa/Adella?dl=0&subfolder_nav_tracking=1

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Susu
Around late 2015 - early 2016
Susu approached me at a convention in Texas for a photo and I was taken back by having a cute girl approach me. We began to talk online after exchanging socials. We agreed to meet up and it organically evolved into a relationship. This was a consensual open relationship.


I never wanted to bring in a personal relationship but my hand is forced. Without these messages, I could not prove my statements.
Susu approached me as a fan of my costume work when I did it as a hobby and we became friends. We decided to meet up out of a convention space and eventually began to date. I looked up to her. I believed her because I owed so much to her. I felt like I was a nobody until she told me what would make me successful. She suggested I do more provocative photos if I wanted to quit my office job and explore this new life. I took the leap and it paid off. It got to my head. I saw how she talked about others and as the fame got to my head I copied her behavior. When we first met I did not have a voice, I did what I was told. 

As I spent more time with her, I became like her and became a toxic person. In the end, these are MY ACTIONS but I will not go down silent.

 

She initiated the hate of other creators regularly. She would go out of her way to constantly bring up women in the community and body shame them. I followed. I did the same. We both did this. We were both GUILTY of being toxic to each other and those around us. I have the proof that she initiated these conversations. She was the one who brought Jenna to my attention and made threads on lolcow about her. She would regularly call Peachjars retarded. I know this is wrong and I partook in the harassment. These conversations were private as we were intimate partners at the time. 

I was emotionally abused by Susu for many years. I did not have a voice to speak up against her and when I did I left her. After I quit lewd modeling I left the cosplay community. I wanted to change. I hated who I was and I tried to become a different person. I never thought any of this would come out because it was all private drama so I never addressed it.

I see my old self in the girls cheering on bullying on a twitch stream. You have proven that person I was, I’m not that person anymore. I wanted and still want to be better. Susu, you know the truth. You know we were both in a mutually toxic relationship. Neither of us are innocent.
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Vixenshelby/Shelby:I met Vixenshelby when I did lewd modeling work and she did fan-art of me. We networked together and became friends. I invited her to visit Texas. She stayed at my apartment with her husband and brother. We visited the state fair and I helped her take photos at Susu’s apartment.

“She and OG were also very physically and verbally inappropriate towards my partner and myself. They would talk about his dick a lot and made a card while we were there about his penis.”
- The conversations that OG and her husband had were nothing but positive and friendly. We never did a card regarding the man’s penis or made comments about it. Furthermore, OG himself drove her husband to the airport at request of the husband. Afterwards, they had a pleasant conversation via text.

“She also laid her body across my partner and laid her head on his crotch.”
- The only physical contact that I have ever had was a hug and a hi-five. This is false.

“Bunny would always be touching me my butt or my breasts for no reason.”
- We were two consenting adults who playfully touched each other. I never touched her without permission nor did I pester her to do so. She also would grab my breasts a lot.

“Attempts were made to isolate Su during this visit…”
- This statement is false. When we spent time with Su we went to Su’s apartment. Su and I helped with lighting and posing for Shelby’s photoshoot at Su’s apartment.

“..didn’t want to include her in outings because “Su will bring down the mood or have one excuse or another.”
- This is incorrect. We invited her multiple times during the visit. Susu didn’t want to meet two men that she did not know at first.

“I only got to have one on one time with her[Susu] a couple times throughout the week + long trip without bunny needing to basically chaperone our interactions.”
- I never tried to keep anyone apart from each other.

“Bunny was also saying really mean and unkind things about other creators..”
- I will not try to hide my past, I did say things that were toxic and unsavory in a closed environment were it was common to vent.

“If you aren’t doing it for money, why are you even doing it at all.”- This is a flat out lie. I started doing Cosplay as a hobby myself and I love the craft. I would never say this.

“That they should only do characters they look like.”
- This is a statement I do not believe in and have never said. I was in the room when Susu made this statement.

“Some other personal events transpired during that visit that I can’t go into detail but it all resulted in a massive confrontation a couple days later.”
- The details that Shelby doesn’t want to go into is that she inserted herself into trying to help Susu and I mend our relationship. She screamed at me in my kitchen with her husband, her brother and OG present. I was verbally assaulted to the point that I had to run to my bedroom to hide in my own house. All the others present were in shock of Shelby’s outburst, no one including her partner tried to step in and stop this. I called Susu and begged her to come over so she could help calm Shelby down. After this, I asked her to leave. Her husband asked OG to drive him to the airport. Shelby and her brother left in their car.

“My partner had flown home due to us being convinced into staying a few extra days for a photoshoot and work opportunity which neither happened.”
- The photoshoot did happen. I don’t know if the photoset got posted.Also, OG assisted in helping find work opportunities for her husband but the one he found did not come to fruition.

“Then to find out she was telling lies that I was attacking her.”
- During her verbal outbreak she was very aggressive. She flailed her arms in my face and was starting to trigger my PTSD. She didn’t touch me but she charged at me and threw her hands in my face. The only person that I spoke of the my memory was Susu as she came over after to console me.

“Constantly she would advise me to do what Jenna does in an attempt to best her.”
- Shelby approached me and asked me to help with posing and her photo-sets. I agreed because I wanted to do a favor for a friend. I accept that I did make negative comments and own up to the fact I was a toxic person. This wasn’t right - ever. In attempting to hype up a friend I was cruel. I own up to the person I used to be. [apology here]

“ Throughout the whole Texas trip Jenna was brought up she would lurk through forums about her body shame her and claimed Jenna received a botched cosmetic surgery. “
- Jenna was brought up a few times but it was not the main conversation of the trip. I do admit and take responsibility for my cruel remarks regarding her physical appearance. It’s not right and it will never will be right to body shame someone despite your personal feelings. As a woman who is judged daily on my appearance I never should have added to this conversation.

“Persistently she would criticize almost everything about her, sharing post to chats to say one bad thing or another”
- I admit that I was part of this however, Susu was the one constantly bringing it up as well.

“She tried to tell me how I should be dressing, posing, editing my photos, interacting with bigger accounts, who I should interact with and who I shouldn’t. Whenever I told her I wouldn’t do those things they were met with confusion and ire.”
- Shelby approached me asking for advice on how to better accentuate her features. I helped style her and she appeared to be genuinely happy. I also gave her recommendations for separating her SFW and NSFW accounts, which she did. I never told her who not to work with, I only gave her honest advice.

“Previous cons”
August 30th - September 2nd, 2019 -
We only had one confrontation at a convention. PAX West 2019. What started this was that I had walked up to a booth and the person working there made me uncomfortable.. I got upset that neither Shelby or OG stepped in to help me as I was physically uncomfortable. After which, I stormed off and had a dinner by myself.

During the time I was away, Shelby gaslit OG into being more assertive and inserted herself into our relationship. When I got back to the hotel room they were both crying. When I saw this I was confused and we had a civil conversation.

October 13th, 2019 - Shelby, her husband and her brother arrived in Texas. I let me stay at my apartment for the duration of the trip. They were supposed to stay 10 days but they extended the stay to 12.

October 25th, 2019 - A heated despite broke out in my kitchen in which Shelby attacked me verbally. Afterwards, OG took her partner to the airport on good terms. Shelby and her brother left the same day, just a little later as they left by car.

October 26th, 2019 - Evidence of the dispute how it effected the parties involved taken at 2AM as we were not able to sleep.

Screenshots of Vixenshelby:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/hp7a31f0twib7b2/AAAJoAbcxYqn_1BifBw3hYvYa?dl=0

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Layna:
November 6th, 2019 -
I reached out to Layna over Twitter DMs to try to communicate. The checkmark shows that it was successfully sent.

Cherry Bombs Dispute
November 9th, 2019 -

link to full cherrybombs chat: https://imgur.com/a/7eNnt0b

After the dispute, Susu and I had this conversation proving my desire to communicate. I expressed my fear of Layna and how others feared me.

Screenshots for during the dispute:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/dim1immunethkfm/AABvYuMobZG1XwNefZTjyMsUa?dl=0

November 10th, 2019 -
Susu and I had a conversation after seeing Layna subtweeting. We also discuss Troy and OG's misunderstandings.

Screenshots for the aftermath:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/c1awc8lqiikq2dm/AACPu6MsV7TbBvYxQHqXnRxta?dl=0

Troy and OGTEXAS talk
November 11th, 2019 -
Two Days after the Cherry Bomb dispute, Troy admits there are 0 issues.

Screenshots for Troy and OG:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/sqhzpbu2ig4fztf/AAB3tiIpCTV32eeKI6wHJuYIa?dl=0

Layna and Susu voicecall
December 5th, 2019 -
Susu has a voice call with Layna. Layna is upset that I supported Troy and Peachmilky on stream.

Screenshots for Layna & Susu voicecall:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/32f1ttuxbb68uyv/AADuD9-_RlOl4QjELG9e6-TOa?dl=0

Bunny and Susu Breakup
January 27th, 2020 -
Susu and I mutually broke up and were on positive terms.

Screenshots of the breakup texts:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/0otm3xa0dc0l7r6/AAAMk-bg6POrQiZxxdhshFtBa?dl=0

IHAZTOYS cancels figure
March 31st, 2020
Ihaztoys and I share the cancelation of the figure on social media. Layna subtweets.

texts between Su and I talking about the cancelation of the project:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ij30dbnxef7ici9/AAAsZDyi8JKItGMD_7R2wlsya?dl=0

Silvervale
I began discussion with Silvervale in April 18, 2020 as a friend when I first became a V-tuber.
August 31st, 2020
I confided in Silver that I was afraid of Layna due to the past in a private DM.
May 14, 2021 and onwards
I attempted to reach out with concerns, asking if I did something wrong. There was no response.

screenshots for Silvervale: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/pyhs36el3nzihgo/AAD1ftQCsb9RNOZBII6glG-ma?dl=0


April 28th, 2021
I was added to a v-tuber group that Layna joined. Layna left a message that everyone needed to be careful and left. I tried to reach out to the person in charge of the group- letting her know I have no hard feelings towards Layna and wanted to talk.

screenshots of me reaching out
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/0l71x76bsd1r8ki/AACQbVKEQcZlfXP_xjHSZgj9a?dl=0

Present day
Susu says I was emotional abusive
Susu and I had a mutually toxic relationship. As you can see by our conversations, this was not healthy. I broke up with Susu so we could become better.

Jenna's Twitch Stream
Jenna streamed the false allegations to Twitch.

I’ve made my apology towards Jenna and I mean it. I should have never body shamed you or done any of the cruel things I did. I apologized both privately and publicly. She made my private apology public and ridiculed it on stream. This is against Twitch TOS. 

I said I would leave your name out of my mouth due to fear and wanting to stop this hate from spreading to my friends. It did not so I’m sorry but I will break my promise. You dragged everyone who supported me through the mud. You presented all of these allegations as fact and in doing so have done irreparable harm to me as a person and my brand. You didn’t wait to hear my side but laughed at false allegations to thousands of people. 

I took full responsibility for my actions but it was not good enough for you and you sought only to cause pain and strife for your own amusement. 

In your chat I saw Layna, who was supposedly looking for a resolution. I saw Susu, who was claimed she was taking time off the internet. I saw the overwhelming support for false allegations and outright slander.

https://m.twitch.tv/videos/1431001197
Note that we have the full VOD uploaded should you decide to delete this.

List of all broadcasters and their messages.

-https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/173mNQqBawt-rjFCjFyIP7TAUmJLdiKkYv8vxt2S7CfI/edit?usp=drivesdk

Note that Susu who was supposed to be off the internet at this time was in the stream, indicating further conversation between the two.
Layna was also in this stream riling up the mob.

Many people were in these chats cheering on the false allegations and pain of my friends. Needless attacking and finding entertainment in pain.
Me and my community have received death threats. I wanted to quit. I didn't want to share my personal life but I am forced to in order to clear my name.

AdmiralBahroo is NOT part of this conversation. He is his own person. Do NOT attach my past to him.

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Extra screenshots, I am not hiding anything:
[Evidence of toxicity / Layna's history with blocking & censoring]
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/f06jk1djdrrh89e/AADkOoVN6cI0yMe7nkezJeGTa?dl=0

[Evidence initiating Jenna hate]
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/vk4v1gcpxydq4z4/AACA-iljiNlqg0NqToudIxbta?dl=0

This has been HELL for everyone involved. I am sorry for who I was and have been. I meant my apology. I WANT and have been trying to be better. I am broken. This hatred needs to end.

I did not want to escalate it this far. I was afraid to try and confront so many people at once. So many truths and lies. I wanted to take responsibility for what I had done and move on. To the false claims, I saw how deeply it hurt OG. I saw how deeply you hurt my community even after I took responsibility. I don’t want to guilt anyone, I am merely saying how I feel. I am empty. I was made to be the sole abuser in all of this when that just isn’t the facts. I’ve had to relive all of my past trauma to give you this proof. I am in pain. Layna, you say I ruined your life. You have ruined mine.

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