soft ♡ · @softhp_
26th Oct 2021 from TwitLonger
my experience with jikishi (tw: grooming)
i dont want to waste anyones time reading yet another account of the things jinx (i will be calling him jinx, as that is what i know him by) has done, so ill be putting a summary at the start here for those that want the rundown.
i might clarify things in replies because im not sure if this all makes sense, feel free to ask questions if you want
summary;
i am another victim of jinx, starting around april 2020 when i was 14 and he was 20. ill put screenshots below, although i may not have many screenshots of what happened, i will say that as far as i know jinx is planning on admitting to it all (as he has done in my dms, which i will show)
longer version;
i met jinx through a mutual friend, and we became close fast. (i would like to say outright that i would never -and do not- in any way blame this on said friend. if i do see anyone saying anything about them i will be defending them because they are still a great friend of mine and deserve no blame or hate).
we became close friends really fast, and as someone that generally takes time to trust people, i could not explain to you why i trusted him almost straight away. from the beginning, there were always small jokes about nsfw/sexual things, but never enough for it to be more than banter. im only saying this to show that it was something that was pretty normalized from near the beginning of our friendship.
he started asking more sexual questions, we used to play '20 questions' with innocent things and he would throw nsfw questions in. i never saw an issue, but i was never comfortable enough to answer properly and i would generally dodge them.
now, this part is what i always thought of as the most fucked up thing he did to me, even if i didnt see it at all at the time. im only explaining this in such detail so you all can see what happened and why im coming forward. this might be a bit jumpy, as my mind is all over the place. im not sure how to begin, other than saying it was to do with snapchat and the 'your eyes only' feature. he made a 'game' of sorts, ill try my best to explain it now.
first off, he counted the amount of images/videos he had in there. i remember the number being somewhere in the 200s, although that isnt super relevant. he got me to pick a number, and from that point on it was used as a form of blackmail (not sure if thats quite the right word). if i was doing something he didnt want me to, or if he wanted me to do something, he would say the number and i would generally end up doing/not doing it. the threat was essentially, do what i say or ill send you the image/video that corresponds with the number. as you can imagine, considering they were saved privately on snapchat, almost all were very sexual in nature. overall, i believe he sent 5-10 of them, one of which was a video that was very graphic.
im going to leave this here because i think ive gone on for too long, but ill leave screenshot links below. ive spoken to a number of the other victims, and i just want to say that if there is anyone else out there, my dms are open and i will always be there if you want to talk about anything <3
hope everyone is doing okay with all this coming to light, and if you arent then please talk to people about it, your mental health is so important and take a break/step back if you need to!
talking abt the numbers;
https://imgur.com/a/IFQUCT2
what i sent him a few days ago;
https://imgur.com/a/xAKgpYw
the rest of that conversation (relevant parts only, will share full if necessary);
https://imgur.com/a/XDePyvV