amai ❤︎ · @barkbur
26th Oct 2021 from TwitLonger
another experience with jikishii
I was 13 in 2017. I didn’t vc with him much because I was insecure about my voice, but he would beg me to call and I had to leave him on read for a day or two until he gave it up and went back to what I thought was “normal” for a friend. Even though we didn’t vc, he never asked me for nudes, but he would make “jokes” that I wasn’t comfortable with. He joked about sending sexual pictures of himself and me sending sexual pictures of myself. He played nice guy all the time and would victimize himself whenever I expressed being uncomfortable, and I fell for it. I guess I only tolerated it because he listened to my problems. I didn’t have a happy family and he listened to my rants despite being a creep. I only liked the attention and it took me two years to be able to look in the mirror because I hated myself for talking to him. I don’t want to post this myself, because I know how brutal Twitter can be, but I want my story shared because a little support would be nice. I didn’t know I was a victim back then, and I’m so fucking sad to hear that I wasn’t the only one.