tw // grooming sa Another victim asked me to anon share their story so i am


I'm also a victim of Jinx/Jikishii/demetrius, we mainly knew eachother in 2018-2019 when I was 12-14 (when the grooming and sexual encounters took place) but have spoken a few times over the last couple years. I never had the strength or bravery to speak out and I just tried to forget and rationalize what happened to me I had no idea there were other victims of his abuse so I thought it was just my fault and that it didnt matter, knowing that there are other people who suffered the same really made me realize the extent of the horrible things he has done. I feel so terrible about everything that has happened, I feel terrible about not coming forward and that maybe there would have been less people if I had. I dont know if I could come forward, especially having no evidence since it was pretty much all on snapchat or voice calls, and I dont want anyone knowing who I am, again I feel bad for not being able to come forward but I've pushed it down for so long and never actually processed it that it's just so hard to face what's happened but im so glad that eron was strong enough to be able to, and now everyone knows what he has done.
Thank you again, its hard to process what actually happened to me, but I think it'll give me piece of mind eventually.

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