smurf · @smurf_ow
27th Sep 2021 from TwitLonger
hi
Hello please hope you guys understand even if I am bad at this :) season is over now this season was little disappointed for our players,fans and me. but I also think It was very proud of myself that I was able to finish the season safely. maybe somebody knows I had hard time since last season until now. I wanted show you guys I am happy but I feel like I couldn't. I couldn't sleep well so I had bad sleep schedule and sometimes I didn't eat well because I was tired I felt like I am unhappy, didn't want to think about future and wished there was no tomorrow this thing happens made me think retire from overwatch league for a year. But the reason why I didn't do that was because of the encouragement from people around me. When i was thinking about retire I remember I talked with team staffs especially crusty (I didn't want to tell players a lot about this situation because I knew they are all trying best for season I didn't wanna to discourage the team or giving bad energy) when I was talking with him he knew I was having hard time so he tried to help me a lot he brought me to the beach, Vegas. tried to talk to me a lot so I wanna say thank you to him so much also before Agape left the team he said he wanted to me to finish the season not retire and he said trust me you are not gonna regret it since now I did it and I don't regret it so I am feeling thankful to him. Of course, to the fans I got good messages a lot also giving me a good words, always supporting and trusted me I really really wanna say big thank you to all of you guys If you guys weren't help me I couldn't finish this season well. so I don't know the what will happen in the future I learned a lot from these experience I believe this can help me better when I felt like this again. who knows I can play next season or not (It doesn't mean I am retiring π)so hope you guys keep supporting me lastly thank you so much to our all of players,staffs and fans thanks for cheering Shock this season I hope we can see again. Thanks for reading my thoughts
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