smurf · @smurf_ow

27th Sep 2021 from TwitLonger


Hello please hope you guys understand even if I am bad at this :) season is over now this season was little disappointed for our players,fans and me. but I also think It was very proud of myself that I was able to finish the season safely. maybe somebody knows I had hard time since last season until now. I wanted show you guys I am happy but I feel like I couldn't. I couldn't sleep well so I had bad sleep schedule and sometimes I didn't eat well because I was tired I felt like I am unhappy, didn't want to think about future and wished there was no tomorrow this thing happens made me think retire from overwatch league for a year. But the reason why I didn't do that was because of the encouragement from people around me. When i was thinking about retire I remember I talked with team staffs especially crusty (I didn't want to tell players a lot about this situation because I knew they are all trying best for season I didn't wanna to discourage the team or giving bad energy) when I was talking with him he knew I was having hard time so he tried to help me a lot he brought me to the beach, Vegas. tried to talk to me a lot so I wanna say thank you to him so much also before Agape left the team he said he wanted to me to finish the season not retire and he said trust me you are not gonna regret it since now I did it and I don't regret it so I am feeling thankful to him. Of course, to the fans I got good messages a lot also giving me a good words, always supporting and trusted me I really really wanna say big thank you to all of you guys If you guys weren't help me I couldn't finish this season well. so I don't know the what will happen in the future I learned a lot from these experience I believe this can help me better when I felt like this again. who knows I can play next season or not (It doesn't mean I am retiring 😁)so hope you guys keep supporting me lastly thank you so much to our all of players,staffs and fans thanks for cheering Shock this season I hope we can see again. Thanks for reading my thoughts

μ•ˆλ…•ν•˜μ„Έμš” μ œκ°€ 글을 잘 μ“°λŠ”νŽΈμ΄ μ•„λ‹ˆλΌμ„œ 잘λͺ» μ“΄ 뢀뢄이 μžˆλ”λΌλ„ μ΄ν•΄ν•΄μ£Όμ„Έμš” :)
μ‹œμ¦Œμ΄ 끝났고 μ–΄λ–»κ²Œλ³΄λ©΄ μ΄λ²ˆμ‹œμ¦Œμ€ 쇼크,νŒ¬λΆ„λ“€ 그리고 μ €ν•œν…Œ μ‹€λ§μŠ€λŸ¬μš΄ μ‹œμ¦Œμ΄μ˜€μ§€λ§Œ ν•œνŽΈμœΌλ‘œλŠ” μ‹œμ¦Œμ„ λλ‚Όμˆ˜ μžˆμ—ˆλ˜ 제 μžμ‹ ν•œν…Œ λΏŒλ“―ν•œ μ‹œμ¦ŒμΈ 것 κ°™μ•„μš”. μ•Œκ³  κ³„μ…¨λ˜ 뢄듀도 계싀거고 λͺ¨λ₯΄κ³  κ³„μ…§λ˜ 뢄듀도 μžˆμœΌμ‹€ν…λ° μž‘λ…„λΆ€ν„° 이번 μ‹œμ¦Œμ΄ 끝날 λ•Œ κΉŒμ§€ νž˜λ“€μ—ˆλ˜ μ‹œκ°„μ„ λ³΄λ‚΄μ™”μ–΄μš”. 항상 밝은 λΆ€λΆ„λ§Œ λ³΄μ—¬λ“œλ¦¬κ³  μ‹Άμ—ˆμ§€λ§Œ 그렇지 λͺ»ν–ˆλ˜ 것 κ°™μ•„μš”. 뢈면증이 μ™”μ—ˆκ³  μž μ„ λͺ» μžμ„œ μƒν™œνŒ¨ν„΄μ΄ λ§κ°€μ‘Œμ—ˆμ–΄μš” 그리고 ν•˜λ£¨μ’…μΌ ν”Όκ³€ν•΄μ„œ λ°₯도 κ±Έλ €λ˜ 적이 λ§Žμ•˜κ³ μš”. μ‹œμ¦Œμ„ λ³΄λ‚΄λ©΄μ„œ 항상 μš°μšΈν–ˆκ³  λΆˆμ•ˆν•œ 생각을 λ§Žμ΄ν•΄μ„œ 내일이 μ˜€μ§€ μ•Šμ•˜μœΌλ©΄ ν•˜λŠ” 생각도 ν–ˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”. 이런 생각듀을 μ˜€λž«λ™μ•ˆ ν•˜λ©΄μ„œ μžμ—°μŠ€λŸ½κ²Œ 은퇴λ₯Ό ν•΄μ•Όκ² λ‹€λŠ” 생각이 λ“€λ”λΌκ³ μš” 근데 은퇴λ₯Ό ν•  수 μ—†μ—ˆλ˜κ²Œ 제 주변에 응원과 격렀λ₯Ό ν•΄μ£Όμ‹œλŠ” 뢄듀이 μžˆμ–΄μ„œ μ˜€λ˜κ±° κ°™μ•„μš”. μ œκ°€ 은퇴λ₯Ό μƒκ°ν•˜κ³  μžˆμ„ λ•Œ μ½”μΉ˜λ‹˜λ“€μ΄λž‘ 특히 ν¬λŸ¬μŠ€ν‹° κ°λ…λ‹˜μ΄λž‘ μ–˜κΈ°λ₯Ό 많이 ν–ˆμ–΄μš”. (νŒ€μ›λ“€μ΄λž‘ 이런 μ–˜κΈ°λ₯Ό 계속 많이 ν•˜κ³  싢지 μ•Šμ•˜λ˜ μ΄μœ κ°€ λ‹€λ“€ μ—΄μ‹¬νžˆ λ…Έλ ₯ν•˜κ³  μžˆλŠ” μ‹œκΈ°μ— μ €μ˜ κ°μ •λ“€λ‘œ νŒ€ 사기λ₯Ό λ–¨μ–΄νŠΈλ¦¬κ±°λ‚˜ μ•ˆ 쒋은 κΈ°μš΄μ„ 주고싢지 μ•Šμ•„μ„œ κ·Έλž¬μ–΄μš” 거의 μ•„λŠ” 것 κ°™μ§€λ§Œ...^^) μ œκ°€ ν¬λŸ¬μŠ€ν‹°λ‹˜μ΄λž‘ λŒ€ν™” ν•  λ•Œ ν¬λŸ¬μŠ€ν‹°λ‹˜λ„ μ œκ°€ νž˜λ“€μ–΄ ν•˜λŠ” κ±Έ μ•Œκ³  κ³„μ…¨λŠ”μ§€ 도움을 μ£Όλ €κ³  많이 λ…Έλ ₯ν•˜μ…¨λ˜ 것 κ°™μ•„μš” 바닀도 λ°λ €κ°€μ£Όμ‹œκ³  λ² κ°€μŠ€μ—λ„ λ°λ €κ°€μ£Όμ‹œκ³  쒋은 말씀도 많이 ν•΄μ£Όμ…”μ„œ 정말 κ°μ‚¬ν•˜λ‹€κ³  말씀 λ“œλ¦¬κ³  μ‹Άμ–΄μš” 그리고 μ•„κ°€νŽ˜λ‹˜μ΄ νŒ€μ„ λ– λ‚˜μ‹œκΈ° 전에 ν•΄μ£Όμ…¨λ˜ 말이 μ€ν‡΄ν•˜μ§€λ§κ³  νŒ€μ—μ„œ μ‹œμ¦Œμ„ λλƒˆμœΌλ©΄ μ’‹κ² λ‹€κ³  그러면 ν›„νšŒ μ•ˆ ν•œλ‹€κ³  믿어보라고 ν•˜μ…¨λ˜ 말이 κΈ°μ–΅λ‚˜μš” κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ‹œμ¦Œλ„ 잘 λλƒˆκ³  ν›„νšŒ μ•ˆ ν•œλ‹€κ³  κ°μ‚¬ν•˜λ‹€κ³  말씀 λ“œλ¦¬κ³  μ‹Άμ–΄μš” 그리고 항상 쒋은 λ§μ”€ν•΄μ£Όμ‹œκ³  μ €λ₯Ό λ―Ώκ³  응원 ν•΄μ£Όμ‹œλŠ” νŒ¬λΆ„λ“€ν•œν…Œλ„ 정말 감사함을 느끼고 덕뢄에 μ œκ°€ μ‹œμ¦Œμ„ 잘 끝낼 수 μžˆμ—ˆλ‹€κ³  λ§μ”€λ“œλ¦¬κ³  μ‹Άμ–΄μš” 정말 κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€. μ•žμœΌλ‘œμ˜ 상황은 μ–΄λ–»κ²Œ 될지 λͺ¨λ₯΄κ² μ§€λ§Œ 이번 κ²½ν—˜μ„ 톡해 많이 λ°°μ› κ³  μ•žμœΌλ‘œλ„ 이런 상황이 μ˜¨λ‹€λ©΄ 정말 λ§Žμ€ 도움이 될 것 κ°™μ•„μš”. 내년에도 μ„ μˆ˜λ‘œ 남을지 λ§μ§€λŠ” λͺ¨λ₯΄μ§€λ§Œ (이 말이 μ€ν‡΄ν•œλ‹€λŠ” 말은 μ•„λ‹ˆμ—μš”πŸ˜) μ•žμœΌλ‘œλ„ 응원 ν•΄μ£Όμ…¨μœΌλ©΄ μ’‹κ² κ³  λ§ˆμ§€λ§‰μœΌλ‘œ μ‡Όν¬μ—μ„œ μ—΄μ‹¬νžˆ κ²½κΈ°ν–ˆλ˜ μ„ μˆ˜λ“€ λ§Žμ€ 도움을 μ£Όμ…¨λ˜ μŠ€νƒœν”„λΆ„λ“€ 고생 정말 λ§Žμ•˜κ³  κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€ 그리고 λ§Žμ€ 응원을 ν•΄μ£Όμ…¨λ˜ νŒ¬λΆ„λ“€ 이번 μ‹œμ¦Œ 쇼크 μ‘μ›ν•΄μ£Όμ…”μ„œ 정말 정말 κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€ λ‹€μ‹œ 롐 수 있으면 μ’‹κ² μ–΄μš” κΈ΄ κΈ€ μ½μ–΄μ£Όμ…”μ„œ κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€.

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