Mongraal

FaZe Mongraal · @Mongraal

15th Sep 2021 from TwitLonger

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If you open this, please make sure you read all of it because it isn’t just about the situation that just occurred.

1st of all, the reason why I was angry was because I already knew I was constantly slandered in private by the majority of pros but actually hearing it flipped a switch. I’ve been playing this game for 4 years now, I’m telling you I know the current skill ceiling with the top pros @ the present. The last 3 seasons I wasn’t in the top percentile for skill, I’m not oblivious to that fact. I know I finally started to creep into the new high skill level of tier 1 pros, 2-3 more weeks of my daily routine I’ve had since last season ended and I would have undoubtedly been at the very top again. I haven’t been in any friendgroups for over the past 3 months and I literally mean I have not talked to anyone during that time except for the extremely odd quick call or playing duos / trios on stream because solo is boring. Because of this I’m the easiest target to get shit talked about behind my back since I will never find out. The problem is when playing with tier 1 players, if it doesn’t work they go into a discord filled with 95% of tier 1 pros and slander, slander, slander me even if they know themselves in reality its nothing like they say. The result of this is me not being able to find a tier 1 trio because all the pros get brainwashed into thinking I’m complete shit after being told over and over again. The other reason I was angry is because I found out the whole time aqua didn’t want to play with me at all, and I’m sure he knew the fact he could make noah choose between me +1 or aqua and vadeal again. Obviously noah is going to choose the old trio, so I wasted my time for nothing. I wouldn’t be angry if they went back with vadeal if these 2 things didn’t happen, its not about getting dropped, its about being lied to and getting talked like shit behind my back further ruining my reputation in the pro scene.

Another thing I want people to realise, I will play this game for 2 more years and achieve 0 money and placements if I want to. I will quit tomorrow if I want to. Negative comments directed to me have no effect on my feelings or what I do (as long as it’s not behind my back). I don’t care if aqua goes and wins 3 FNCS in a row. I don’t let others dictate what I think anymore and haven’t for a while. I’ve learnt more this past year about life than I had the past 15 years. Right now I play the game because of all the positive messages I read and how much people who support me want to see me do good. That’s what keeps me going and playing fortnite right now. I have goals outside of fortnite I’m working on and already know what I want to do in the future 1-2 years.

Another point I want to bring up is yes I left my friendgroup over 3 months ago because I didn’t like certain things about it. Of course that doesn’t mean I hate all of the people that were in there (you guys know who you are) I still like the majority of you I just prefer staying like this.

I’m not saying im perfect either, because im not. Don’t send hate to aqua or anything like that. This is between me and him, the internet doesn’t need to send witch hunts and hate towards anyones way. That shouldn’t be how it is. I also want to debunk the argument I know that’s gonna come up; “In the past you was one of the biggest shit talkers on all pros” ect ect. I did it in public, or in a dm. I Don’t change my opinion behind your back, I tell you what I think at the current moment.

This is pretty much all I wanted to say. I’ll keep doing me, don’t worry.

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