Carbolayer

Carbo · @Carbolayer

24th Jul 2021 from TwitLonger

"Goodbye Rocket League"


Yoo as you might have seen my 2nd account got perma banned again. The Situation is pretty shit and i am consistantly trying to contact the Support/Admins while i m barely getting any response.

I played this game for over 4 years now and spent around 5k hours. I loved playing this game but when i got better and tried to actually go into the Comp scene the fun disappeared and i started to take everything way too serious as i should.
Coming home from school and the first thing i do is go to my Pc and play/watch RL till i go sleep again and repeat that everyday. Also I came home "tilted/with 0 Motivation"... usually games should make u "happy" or "enjoy ur sparetime" but Rocket League actually made me more mad than happy and when i was tilted i took that mentaliy over in my social life and was angry towards my Parents/Friends or anyone else who messaged me on Discord/Whatsapp etc. As a result I lost my motivation for Sports and to hang out with Friends. I kept trying to fight against my shitty mentality and I still do but it never really changed to the better.

So maybe this ban can be a complete new chance for me in the future because I can not continue life as I was doing in the past. I declinded Bday Invitations and requests when people asked me to go out and chill because i had scrimms/RL Tourneys.
It sucks i had to learn it that way but i guess its better that this happened now then too late or even never. Because at some point something had to change and I am completely aware of that.

I had a fun time in the past 5 years and met so many nice people with good but also bad memories.
To all the guys i had a shit relationship with or I was beefing with, I am sorry for my behaviour towars you guys and i wish you best of luck for your future life and rl carrer. I am 100% sure that you are all great people. Maybe some of you are willing to talk to me again so we can solve some of our problems.

The Goats i met through RL i wish only the best for their future:

Greeen, Flummi, Rezears, Justmessin, Smilii, Delay, Myotis, goldie, yutu, MD, Icy, Ejby, Fey, Rob, Robbi, Fabian, Hasso, Carlos, Stupzy, Fabso, Cobra, pahsi, Sneaky, Tox, Kryptos, Rizex, ivn, Shila, Catalysm, Mino, Adgoez, Polar, Vensi, SirMax, Zeddo, Ne0n, Gnagflow, Creamy, Rexo, Texo, Joa, Scream, Mumen, FiremanJonas, Gekk, immoo, hp, Carca, TriTon, Atow, LuiisP, Shallow, Txmper, Sorius, LiFox, Dave, FayKow, Eckhard, Enlid, Toto, Kyuu, Cheeky, Twister, Atomik, meshin. If i missed someone u r still Goats.

I will not sell my PC, i will still be online to talk to people and enjoy the time with them :D
I hope i can actually fix my Social Life since i got so much time now and ye.
Maybe the Support will come back to me but time will tell.

With all that being said, you are all Goats.

Much love Carbo. <3

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