macky · @macky121_
25th Dec 2020 from TwitLonger
A Recap of My Year and Appreciation Post For All My Friends
2020
What a year. Literally began in flames, sending lung scratching smoke all throughout Australia. I remember entering my last year of high school, sitting in the library and barely being able to see beyond the school grounds as it seemed like the clouds in the sky fell to the ground. It was a very scary time. One day I went to school not knowing if my house had burned down while I was away; we were in a very high risk area with lots of trees, strong dry winds and incredible heat. Amongst this I was worried about some of my friends who were also feeling scared, also some of my asthmatic friends, some of which had to stay home because the air quality was too poor. This carried on for so long and was very tiring for myself and the people around me. My last year of school sport saw games getting cancelled left, right and center. Despite this, the games we did play surprisingly ended with a large amount of wins given our team’s history of poor performances.
Before school even returned I have to mention one big thing that happened to me. My team at the time ‘Vagabonds’ merged with DE. About a month after school began again, we decided to step up and evolve our team. The ‘Vagabonds’ name would be retired and the team would be changed. We formed ‘Corrupted Syndicate’ where I still reside to this day. I was lucky enough to retain my spot on the main team ‘Corrupted System’ where we would take 4th seed in the Open Division regular season. About 8 weeks into the team’s lifespan however, the team decided to have a shakeup, trying to form the best roster from the players on both ‘System’ and ‘Academy’. This unfortunately left me losing my spot on the main roster for reasons I feel were out of my control. I was even told that I was better mechanically which cut the wound deeper than it already was. Despite this I carried on and played with ‘Academy’ for the playoffs. Coming 1 game away from making it to Trials, losing to a team that would end up making it through Trials and into Contenders. I was really proud of our performance given that the team had practically no scrim experience together and still managing to place 7th/8th overall.
Throughout this I started having other problems, love problems, something that has plagued me throughout the whole year now. I met a girl that I fell in love with very quickly but sadly it wasn't meant to be. I remained friends with her however but our friendship greatly struggled. Due to circumstances, we couldn’t be friends but my feelings always lingered. She helped me through so many moments in my life that I really needed the help and I’m so grateful for the help. For those who don’t know, my sister has Autism, level 3 Autism which is also known as low functioning Autism. Essentially, she cannot talk and requires around the clock attention. This would lead to me feeling left out and annoyed by some things she would do due to her feeling different and having different feelings and approaches to any given situation. One night, I was having a particularly bad day. I got home super late at night and my mental was fracturing as a result. I came home to unending squeals, screeches and repetitive annoying music which cracked me and I laid down in my bed crying. This girl helped me on that night. She was listening to me, helping me and I'm forever grateful. Sadly, our friendship would deteriorate and both of us would move on.
This came after Covid-19 began to usurp the world. The world was forced to change in a way that it hadn’t in decades. My last year of school became a new challenge for the school and the class of 2020. Opportunities were lost. Assessments became more challenging. Friendships became distant. Sport was cancelled. Time was lost. It was a tough time for many. I myself was indifferent about quarantine. My school moved to online learning but my sister’s school remained on-site learning. I was lucky to be able to avoid the one biggest problem I feared the most. My school friends and online friends were able to keep in touch and continued to share time together in our favourite way, chilling in discord, playing games, having each other's backs. I wasn’t one for going out very much anyway; my favourite place is home. However this is when my school life took a turn. Over zoom I barely paid attention and when I returned to school I found myself scrolling through Twitter and staring at Discord constantly. I had stopped caring so much in my final year of school. It was around this time that I had started to lose control of my emotions and spiraled into a descent of sadness. My default emotion turned into sadness for a while and to some degree still hangs around me. I think this partially came from not being able to find love and the general stresses of the year.
Something else happened. During the holiday break before our school returned from the holidays. A friend of mine, a former classmate, passed away. This was something I've never had to experience before. My grandfather passed away a few years ago but we were never really close so I didn’t feel it too much. But this was different. This was someone who I sometimes sat next to in class less than 2 years ago. This was someone I saw most of the days. Someone who I wasn’t too close to but I know was always a friend. Someone who was always smiling, happy, funny and a joy to be around. Some of my closer friends felt this much more than I did and in turn it affected me too. This was the first of three deaths from students at my school this year, the only one in my year. It was truly saddening.
We returned to on-site learning in early May. When it was just us year 12s at the school it was sooooooo good. So much fun being had. They let us bend the rules slightly because we were the only ones around and we didn’t have to be role models for any younger years. That was a very productive and effective week. The next 2 weeks was the reintegration of the younger years, until disaster struck…
So one genius of a year 7 decided to get a Covid test. Before getting his result, he decided to rock up to school. Sure enough he tested positive and sent the whole school back into lockdown. On that day, I was stuck in my math class for 3 hours and missing out on having lunch entirely. I had to wait for my mum to come pick me up all the way from home as we were forced to go home. Back into online learning we went.
About this time was when AOE Ascent began too and this was a turning point in Corrupted Syndicate. The roster once again got shaken up after Sin had to retire. I was to return to the main roster… for all of 1 bad scrim against a contenders team… and then I was thrust back down to Academy (This was also about when Shad left and we all miss you Shad pls come back). Oddly enough, this was not a bad thing. We scrimmed System and beat them 8-1. We played through the seeding tournament for Ascent and won all 4 games in 2-0s, including a win against System. We took first seed in the seeding tourney. This also resulted in the implosion of System. One by one we had to say goodbye to another person. Both our coaches left, everyone on the system roster bar 1 left. This also resulted in my “promotion” to the System roster. What ended up happening was that the main roster was dissolved and temporarily put on hold. Eventually I would meet the new System roster, that of the old Excalibur boys. Lets just say it was goodbye to internal scrims because these guys were nuts. They weren’t able to take System’s spot in Ascent and unfortunately we didn’t perform well in Ascent either but it was good fun for what it was. After this led us to our return to AAOL as well. We began kind of messing around, off roling and playing whatever we wanted for the first season. It led to incredibly fun games and we didn’t care about the result (leading us to do quite poorly overall lol). A quote from our opponents after one of the games is “The most fun I’ve had playing Overwatch in the longest time”, so that was great.
I have to take a break from the action to mention a few things first.
A bit before our return to AAOL I met another girl. I subbed for her team in a scrim and she added me afterwards. We hung and played comp a few times after. Not much happened just then but at about July, school came back from holidays. So I took it upon myself to tell a corny joke asking how school was out of the blue and after a short period of not talking. And I think that was one of the best things I did all year. We connected again and started talking every day. We talked so much and wanted to spend a bunch of time together. And of course, I fell in love (you will hear this a few more times…). I’m going to quote myself here, “She is literally perfect, she is the love of my life”. Unfortunately, when I asked her out she said no. To be completely honest, this still kinda hurts to this day. We stayed friends and in a slightly embarrassing turn for myself, I went full simp mode. People call me a simp already but if you saw our DMs for like a whole month… anyway… I tried being a full simp in a last effort to change her mind (she seemed to like/enjoy the simping so don’t say it was a bad idea). Once again she said no and I went back to the sad lonely boy.
While this was happening I did meet someone else. Someone I still label as a best friend. Cats. Cats trialed for our team and were the best (and only) choice. We connected on a slightly different level though. We hung out more together and even (despite Cats’ own problems) was actually very willing to hang out. They were someone I would find myself playing comp with a lot and being someone I could always talk to if I needed to. I find them very interesting and they find me interesting. We both have aspects of our lives that are quite unique so it was always good times telling each other about each other. I’ll come back to this later.
Coming up to September, I entered my trial exams for school. I tried not to let the stress of the exams catch up to me but it was inevitable. My only real concern was how my dad would think of me if I got bad marks. This was also the start of the last sport season at school. It was going into the Soccer season, my favourite sport. I was glad I was able to play even though it was quite poorly timed to take place during trials due to the delays. I scored some nuts goals in attack as I slightly refused to play defense despite probably being the best defender on the team. Look I scored a goal from almost halfway so I think it's justified.
At about the same time AAOL started up again. I much preferred playing in scrims to studying so I'll spend more time on that. This time, we were trying hard because we had no other officials going on and we were getting tired of having nothing to work for. By late October, we had taken first place in a 4-1 season. So for the first time I earned the title of Division 1 Champion. After we formed Syndicate originally, we pulled out of AAOL for unknown reasons but now I could finally claim a prize that evaded me for a while. Again, a few weeks later, we re-entered AAOL and by late December we took home back-to-back div 1 champs (going 5-0), earning DE it’s 4th in a row div 1 championship.
Somewhere along here I admitted love to another person and again rejected but at least to be fair, this one was kinda expected.
Early AAOL season was also the HSC season. Another quite stressful time. Witnessing some very stupid English and Maths questions and spending more time actually preparing for the exams (this sounds like a lot but it was barely anything still). I had an exam 2 days before my birthday and 4 days after as well. This was a bit in continuation of the sad times I was having, stressful exams and reflections on my life left me feeling depressed and sad for a while. My birthday was quite lonely and different to other years. I spent my 18th birthday not partying, not hanging out with friends but rather crammed in my room studying. HOWEVER, I did get a really good birthday gift. I was offered to join the course I wanted at university. This meant my HSC results no longer mattered at all and I didn’t have to study for my last exam. It lifted a huge weight off of my chest. I was able to resume enjoying myself and being happy.
I am still yet to celebrate myself turning 18 with my friends, perhaps I should do that some time…
About halfway through November I also started my first job. It feels quite satisfying to earn money and have my own debit card to buy stuff with. I’m so afraid to make mistakes tho lol. I remember the first day I worked. I thought I was just going for an interview or something similar but it turns out I was already hired and actually going in to work my first day lol.
Arriving to December, I was invited by Tay to go to a drinking meetup in Sydney. A Sydney meetup was something I wanted to do pretty much the entire year so in a heartbeat I said yes and it was quite possibly the best night of the year. I met so many amazing people, many people I’d known for a while but never got to meet in real life, some people I didn’t talk to much but had hung out with before and even some that pretty much before that point I hadn’t talked to at all but now after that night I still talk to every day and enjoy hanging out with. I had so much fun that night, watching everyone else getting drunk while I sat there having only a few drinks. Very grateful for the people I met that night and I had so much fun.
Wow looking at the calendar this last part is a lot more recent than I thought. A week ago, I admitted love to yet another girl. Again turned down, luckily after the first 3 rejections it doesn't hurt as much but still is unfortunate. This I think is part of the problem I have with myself. I don’t want to put it out publicly and if you want to hear more then you can DM me and I might tell you (I don’t want everyone to know it really). The real question is does anyone wanna make it 5 rejections in 1 year?
And now we arrive at the present. I am stuck in lockdown due to some idiots in my area spreading covid everywhere. I am struggling in this lockdown as this time my sister is stuck home as well. She becomes more annoying when she is home 24/7. She is making me feel more lonely than normal and it’s not the best…
But that is it for my year so far. Time to thank everyone individually now. I’ll try to go in order of when I met everyone. I'll start first with my school friends
Bids: You are… something… you little goblin meme dispensing thing. Dude it's always fun to hang out with you dude. I’ve come to learn with you, you either hate everything you do or you just have to embrace it and become the meme yourself. Throughout the year you have always been there, vibing together in school when you complain about the Physics department being terrible but then going on a long spiel about the laws of physics in the world, and then shouting some random ass stuff about burgers and being Mr Good. I’m also mad at you because somehow you got taller and actually rival me in height now, what I'm saying is the world is ending. I love hanging out with you in real life because in real life you do really stupid looking things and its funny so we need to hang out more.
Rhys: The guy you had a worse birthday than me. You are also a real good guy when you aren’t roasting all of us for no reason. Luckily I’m not the target of your roasts usually, although you like to post the simp meme directed at me a lot. You are also fun to hang around with. The second(?) alcoholic of the group and the guy who always complained that he was waking up at like 4am even though it was your fault. Always a pretty chill guy and a guy you can get talking about his passions.
Paddy: The smart boy huh. Wow you got a 95+ ATAR very cool. Dude you are like a really good artist, have a very good sense of humour, well, if you ignore the dumb humour you share with Bids, and are all around a really good friend. Out of my school friends, you are the one that reaches out the most when I’m feeling down. I appreciate that you want to hang out a bunch and im sure ill hang in your streams more.
Joe: You appear in like literally every stream I do. You were also my first and only twitch sub right now. I enjoy chatting with you and its nice seeing your supports or someone rivalling my horniness (sorry to anyone having to read that). I wish we could be around more in real life so i guess we gotta take each chance we can to vibe together.
Tom: It has been a bit of a ride with you and me. I got your back, you had mine, we had good times and some other times. I don’t know if you will even see this, but know this, we will stay good homies for a while now. I hope we can continue being in the friend group together.
Jai: I’m surprisingly chilling with you more now too, I don't know why but we are. It is fun hanging with you and hearing you talking about Singapore is better than Australia. I hear you get drunk a lot, or you sit here laughing at everyone drunk with me. I doubt you will see this but know that I wrote this for you
Charles: You are pure chaos. Funny memes, history jokes, historical opinions, a bunch of jokes that are definitely not allowed to be repeated. It is always a good time chillin and i went drinking for the first time at your birthday party so that is something that will stick with me for a while. You also probably won't see this but it's here.
The Babo Server: We should hang out more, in real life. Actually very fun people to hang out with. We are gamers sure, but it's always better when the boys get together and I want to watch half of you get drunk and do dumb shit.
Now to the online friends
Sin: Being one of the people on Vagabonds in 2019 you naturally would have to be one of the first to write about. You are weird. You are also probably better than me at the game lol. You reached out to me one night, when I was feeling particularly down, offering to buy me a game and play it with me. That's very kind of you and I always remember the kind actions. I can always count on you to creep me out but also to be a friend.
Nervous: You and Sin were like a packaged deal. So a lot of the things I said for him apply to you. You also offered to buy and play the game with me. You and Sin had that weird humour that I simultaneously liked and hated at the same time.
Ducktorwho: Hey it’s that beam of positivity that everyone forgets played for Vagabonds before Syndicate was a thing. To this day, I LOVE to hang out with you (see how being a good person and a great friend is so much better than hating everyone for no reason). We love a happy boopy boi that falls off the map every now and then.
Acmo: You alike Ducky was actually a really nice guy that seemed to be positive all the time. You even got unfortunately moved onto an off role but still seemed to be a good guy understanding that it was for the good of everyone else. Was fun chilling with you!
Flukeyy: Dude you were a nice guy that had his priorities straight and that is very respectable. We did things your way and it was good when we were on the same page.
Shaddaz: Ok, we love Shad. I don’t know where you have been, all I hope is that you are doing great. We all miss you. Pls come back dad.
Gabriel: It has been an experience with you. Many ups and downs but I know now that it was definitely for the better. I know so much more than I did before. You shaped me into a better player and helped solidify me as the meicky… Wait why am I thanking you for that...
Invertigo: You are a very nice guy who loves to pop around and check in on everyone. You still to this day are very good with people. You handled me having a slight outburst even leading to a “Fuck Off” that you simply recognised as a ‘heat of the moment’ throw out line to satiate my anger. I’m thankful that I didn’t harm our relationship through my actions (I’m sorry) and I would love to play mystery heroes with you (aka the best gamemode besides comp).
Azula: Wow you are reallllllllyyyy nice. You are even a mother now! Congratulations! But before literally being a mother you were our pseudo mother keeping us children in check. You were the friendly person we could always talk to if we needed and it was sure to be a good time just simply having a chat :)
Jonno: Somewhat early on I remember spam liking every tweet of yours, and to a degree I still do (what can I say your tweets are funny). You were the dad of the Sydney meetup to all us young (somehow 18 year old) boys and I’m glad you could teach us the ropes. Now I legit have to look up to you as I now manage the Cor Acad Twitter account.
Hypello: It was fun chilling with you or telling all my friends, who are physics students, that you were a physics teacher, and then watching them all be like “when can I meet him?” We were more friends because of mutual friends but we still chilled occasionally and it was good times. I remember one time we chatted when I was supposed to be in a zoom class and I thought that was quite funny.
Olam: We actually met way earlier than expected lol. You subbed for our team in Open Div and actually just destroyed everyone. Your mechanics are simply godly, enough said.
Sohn: You make me question existence some time. It is fun having you around though. The ever looming thought of a … story… always adds… spice… to a conversation. You are someone that is always loud and happy too. It is great to have that energy around and it was great playing with you way back when.
Pandi: You were the guy that was like never there when I was subbing in for Reboot. It’s pretty funny actually that the chances we had to meet never worked out as we would just miss each other. I got you to join a comp stack though one time and we hard inted touching the spawn door. It was great fun.
Moir: You have been a pretty chill guy and you have hosted many of the game nights in DE that I often participated in. We would hang out a few times and it was always a good time and a highlight of my week :)
R3shade: You had pretty good aim and you were (and somewhat still are) someone I have to be afraid of when I whip out the blade. You would also find value in the weirdest of situations and be a big point of complaints from the team. You were a nice guy too that would always disappear at the stroke of 9pm (lol).
Distorted: Another person I found myself missing this time because I usually subbed in for you lol. We met at the Sydney meetup and sat there laughing at everyone else because we were the 2 cool younger 18 year olds there and everyone else was clearly way more drunk than both of us. We had our small conversations mocking everyone else that no one knew existed until now lol. But hey you were fun when we first met and are still fun now :D
Anni: You are incredibly kind (when you want to be). Your antics were often funny and your friendship appreciated. So much has been said already that this will be left short. I’m grateful for having met you in the first place and you were always a friend.
Mini: You once looked up to me for my play for some reason (what a terrible idea) but hey my ego will take that and run with it. Our few interactions are usually pleasurable and fun so that is always good praise :)
Disco: I have had my fair share of hanging with you. I won't forget the time you joined my comp game on DPS and apologised before the game even started because that was really funny. You were a funny dude if I remember correctly. Good fun!
Bindon: We would often find each other as adversaries in comp games for some reason. We would still share a good time roasting random people in voice chats together or share a good laugh at other people’s expenses. You pop up in the text chats all the time and it's always a funny addition.
Savvy: We shared chats every now and then back at the start of the year but now cross paths a bit more. We’ve shared comp games over the year and had fun together. I also had to be a you for that one scrim I don’t know why but that was funny.
Layline: You were a very chill dude who would casually dominate everyone. A great time hanging around with you. I didn't personally get the blue beam you were handing out but it’s nice knowing you were chill enough to do anything with friends.
Favos: You literally just walked into the backline and killed everyone unscaved. I don’t know what else to say but that was very impressive. You were quite funny actually and also pissed people off how good you were able to just be a bloodthirsty support.
Baxter: Dude you are quite fun to be around and a great player too. I always remember your voice and the energy it brings to a team. I remember you hated my echo and that was very funny to me. You were always a funny guy :)
Random: You and I have had a problem or two over the year but we both move past it and recognise that we are still teammates. You once said “You are my teammate, I will protect and care for my teammates” and I know it is true. You do your absolute best for us and anything you say or do I know is for the best and has good intentions. You are actually a funny guy and its good to have a chill with you.
Pancakes: You are a very sweet person and actually quite funny too. From Acad to bench to lol I’ve taken the System and kept it for a long time now you have had quite the journey with us. You are fun to hang around with and it was great meeting you at the meetup a few weeks ago :D
Phoenix: The guy I had a totally real rivalry with. You have always been an entertaining guy to be around with a really good sense of humour. I swear I’m not still mad you took my spot on main roster but I'm better than you ;)
Brycen: Your mechanics were actually really nuts and you were (for the most part lol) a nice guy to me. It took awhile for us to get to liking each other but I think we are on good terms now.
Cryo: You actually amaze me at what you can do sometimes. You seem like an untapped resource of amazing play that just is waiting to be harnessed. After that one time you told us you were staring at the glowing signs on Busan rather than shooting people I knew that you were a great fun guy lol. I enjoy spending time talking with you and even playing around with you.
George: Thank you for being my coach. You gave me great advice that I was able to take in and use to improve as a player. You were also a chill guy to hang with. Thanks.
Shaitan: We funnily enough hung out recently and you were just the same you were back for when you played for us. We could always get good consistent play out of you and I’m glad we could sort things out for our playoffs run together.
Chana: You have been a friend for a really long time. Not really until recently did we start properly talking lol. You have actually been one of the nicest people I have ever met. You are also really funny and your laugh is very cute. Thanks for the boost ;)
Mia: You made our montage and can I just say you did an extraordinary job. We don’t really talk much but we sometimes chat over twitter and it seems like you are a chill girl :)
Wolfpack: You are a great fun dude. You are very nice and always a great person to chill with. I still can't come up with a better comeback so instead i'm going to compliment you. You aren’t completely awful. Continue to build up the Husky infinity gauntlet of lowest ranking because I know that’s where you get your power.
Meow: You have always been a chill dude that I've enjoyed hanging out with. We haven’t talked much but I thought I would still show my appreciation.
Slendy: For some reason you keep playing off tank for us. I don’t know how this keeps happening but it’s funny nonetheless. Always good hanging out with you.
Mojo: I like to annoy you sometimes lol (my bad). I do enjoy being helpful to you and we can have fun exchanges with each other.
Zazza: Wow you have been a really kind friend to me over the past half year. I enjoyed talking and playing with you every time and I wish we could do it more honestly. You are always fun to just vibe with. You laugh constantly (it's very cute but you laugh too much). I’ve already said so much so I will leave it here :D
Dongerman: I have shared good laughs and some good zombies with you. We should play more lol. I have never seen someone more addicted to Garfield than this man. This somehow shows a lot of character about how you are dedicated to what you like. It's great fun chillin with you :)
Ryzuul: We met up at the Sydney meetup and although we didn’t talk much then it has always been fun when you have subbed for us. You brought lots of funny moments and energy every time we’ve talked.
Tyler: You have been quiet but we have shared fun times together. You joined in on the zombies fun and that left me eager to play with you more. I remember you saying some funny things in the past and it has always been great together.
Burrrc: Dude why are you just dominating the DPS leaderboards bro I wanted a chance to look like a good flex dps but compared to you… You offered good advice to me numerous times and it was good fun sharing time together.
Cats: Honestly, how have you put up with my shit for so long. Actually you probably haven't, you just keep me around as a good friend. You are so interesting to me and I know I can count on you to actually be a very caring friend. You are also one of the nicest people I’ve ever met and I know when you say something that sounds bad that you don’t legitimately mean it. I will always be here to help you if you need it. <3
Tigerbro: We have shared many scrims together and in the few times we have chatted, I know you are a good, chill guy. Please stop grav’ing my blades thanks
Bxnny: Dude you need to stop being better than me. But besides shattering my ego by beating me in the 1v1 all the time, you are a nice guy and very friendly.
Dashie: Your sub manager is here! We haven't talked much but you have always been a kind girl whenever I’ve seen you.
ODP: Actually just have my spot on Cor Acad. Lol you have been nice to me and the others around you. I am so taking you up on your offer to trade spots for a map.
FlyingLuigis: You are a nice guy that likes to yell at us. I guess it’s your job so that is ok. You can be really funny at times and I love hearing the pure confusion in your voice when you see something stupid happen in our scrims.
Tay: You have been a friend for some time now. You are always kind and thankful. I appreciate your care and friendship. It was great meeting you at the meetup. You are very cute and never forget that. Tough times always come to an end and you will be stronger than you ever were before. Thanks for being such a great friend.
Mork: We also met at the Sydney meetup. You were also one of the younger guys there who kinda just vibed with me and distorted. It is clear to see you are really passionate in improving and that is very admirable. All round good guy!
Virginya: You are clearly incredibly smart. You know what everyone needs to do and will let them know. Your coaching is very helpful and I appreciate your comments. You are also really funny and leave us laughing constantly.
Rangaa: Dude I don’t even know with you half the time lol. Getting to know you though it’s clear to see you can be a great dude that's fun to be around. You also seem to know a bunch of people from my school so it's weird telling stories about people we surprisingly both know.
Artewolf: We met at the meetup and pretty much have been talking every day. I always enjoy your company and your kindness. It's fun to be on the other side of the friend that's always hanging around you lol.
Bus: You actually reached out to me when you saw me feeling down. Normally people just say that their DMs are open but you took the extra step and reached out to me. I appreciate the help you gave to me that night and also your dps skills from that one official you subbed for was pretty nuts
Bugalugs: We have been hanging out occasionally and it has always been a good time. It is nice meeting someone with similar music tastes to myself and you have been a nice guy ever since i've known you.
Hypnotic: I have had many opinions of you over the year. It seems though that we have mended and actually share good times together. I know you and I can vibe to actual good music together and have a good time.
Leprechaunic: You have always been a chill guy to hang with. I have enjoyed playing games with you every now and then across the year.
Notoast4u: We have shared laughs together mostly at my OTM expense. Thanks for subbing for us for a games recently it was very helpful
Sakiisa: Dude you are so unbelievably kind. You are also really funny too. Your coaching sessions were really engaging and interesting while still remaining informative. On another note your kind words have always been helpful and encouraging to me and I hope we can continue to be good friends going into next year.
And I think that is everyone, if you think you have been good friends with me over the year and I’ve left you out, feel free to drop it down below or DM me at macky121#1590 on discord and i’ll make sure you get the appreciation you deserve :)
I hope you all have a much better year next year and I hope you feel happy :D