My (kawai's/Electric's) Statement
Hello this is Kawai (aka Electric). This is my side of the story regarding the allegations made by Aryxn. When all of this had happened we were both 20 years old. I don’t currently have our texts from over a year ago on my phone, so I reached out to my provider but only received the text/call records.
While I was in New Zealand with my family, Aryxn had sent me a message on discord. (5/30/2019) I didn’t know her super well at the time, but after our conversation I suggested we hang out with each other. I genuinely thought she was fun to talk to, and I wanted to get to know her more.
While planning to hang out we both expressed an interest in weed, (https://imgur.com/a/yDbXqUe) and she stated that she still had edibles in the fridge that she might have to eat because they were getting old (https://imgur.com/a/JLcvurg). So we decided beforehand to smoke. (https://imgur.com/a/KCB6TtU) I didn't force anything on her when it came to weed, she sought me out to have someone to smoke with.
“We were talking about life for a bit, and he brought out his pen. I was really iffy with taking it at first but just gave in. My mind was really off the chart and I did felt chill but I was really not there.”
“We were listening to music and we looked at each other. I noticed our face was close and he kissed me... we made out. I'd wasn't asking for any of that. I only hung out with him because I thought he was a cool chill guy and I thought he would help me.”
Me and Aryxn hung out as planned once I came back to Hawaii ( ~6/18/2019) and we were smoking my dab pen in my car. Eventually we kissed. I asked her if that was okay because I knew she was with Nigu at the time, but she said it was fine. We made out more and she said that the next time that we saw each other we could have sex. Once we were done hanging out that night I took her back to her house.
“But it all came in the end, where we had sexual interaction twice. And I didn't want any of it. I didn't know how to say no. I was out of my mind. When it happened and when he called me at that night. I cried and I was shook. I wasn't shook and cried that we both needed to stop. I was just shook and cried because I had sex with him and I made out with him. When all I wanted was to be friends and needed help. He took advantage of me.”
A few weeks after the start of our private messaging, she began texting me almost daily. (https://imgur.com/a/gmNgdKr) She brought up how depressed she was and how she wanted to kill herself. She claimed that Nigu wouldnt help her, and I would spend a lot of time on the phone with her trying to comfort her. A few days after we had kissed we had met again in person and we smoked and went to my house. (~6/21/2019) (we had previously agreed to getting high together) this was the first time we had sex. She complained to me that Nigu (her boyfriend at the time) hadn’t been having sex with her, and she seemed to have grown attached to me. A few days later she came over again, (~6/24/2019) and we had sex a second time. Shortly after this, I began having second thoughts because she was still with Nigu. I told her that we needed to talk in person. But, in her post she made this statement:“When it happened and when he called me at that night. I cried and I was shook. I wasn't shook and cried that we both needed to stop.” This didn’t happen during any sort of intercourse. (~6/27/2019) I met with her and I told her I wasn't comfortable moving forward with the relationship unless she broke up with him, and that was when she cried. It seemed that she had been crying because I didn’t want to continue doing what we were doing. She refused to break up with him so we agreed to just be friends moving forward.
“I have fully lost myself afterwards and tried my best to keep myself in place and push what has happened in the back of my head. Whenever I see Kawai and/or someone mentions about his name. I get so awkward and it always reminded me of what has happened between the two of us. It has always made me hate myself more and more.”
Aryxn did seem a little weird around me after I told her we couldn’t continue the relationship. Things felt weird for me too. The awkwardness we both felt probably led to me talking to her less.
“There was that one night where he was dropping me and my bf off home. But he had to pick up his 'gf' his gf is an 18 year old girl from Kamehameha. He was venting to us how he still thinks about his ex, he has feelings for his ex, and doesn't know if he wants to be with that 18 year old girl. That is just wrong. Even his girl smokes weed and she looks so young I thought she was 14. She's still a baby in my own eyes.”
My girlfriend and I are both consenting adults, how old you think she looks means nothing. I don’t understand what the point of this part of the twitlonger was about. There are no real accusations here, just personal opinions that aren’t relevant to the above allegations.
While me and Aryxn had sex and smoked weed together, everything that happened was between two consenting adults. I did not take advantage of her. There are a few examples of her talking about how she enjoys the use of drugs before we had met including the previous use of weed (https://imgur.com/a/yDbXqUe) and MDMA (molly) (https://imgur.com/a/Yv6tuzg) I also know I asked for consent specifically because she was in her relationship at the time. Speaking of, I would like to apologize to Nigu for betraying him like that. I shouldn't have done that to him, but I'm glad that him and I can remain friends. Moving forward, I cared very much about Aryxn while she was dealing with her mental health. I would talk to her on the phone (https://imgur.com/a/hVmMuNW) and text her all the time (https://imgur.com/a/IOSYsJk). I even offered to see her when she was depressed late at night to make sure she was okay and drop her back off to her house. She had called/texted me countless times and I did my best to be there for her, even after we stopped being in a close relationship. https://imgur.com/a/ivFbAja) I can’t believe what was said about me, and especially Nigu because I know that he definitely tried his best to help her with the troubles she was going through.
I hope this statement is enough to shed some light on my side of things. These false claims are serious and could hurt multiple aspects in both me and Nigu’s lives. Once again, I’m sorry to anyone I’ve affected in this situation and I wish everyone well.
Thank you for your time.