Zax · @Xzax510
30th Jun 2020 from TwitLonger
Coming clean
With everything’s that coming out in the community I want to come clean about my own past. This is something I got called out on before and tried to correct but still reverted back to. I have been sexual with a lot amount of women in the community. Mainly online, and a lot of it has been mutual but I have had multiple instances of been pushy and I have been even creepy at times towards women, and I’ve even been been sexual and lewd with women while being in a relationship. I want to come clean about it since I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life and done a lot of things I’m not proud of.
To start off, the worst thing I’ve done is when I was 19/20 I sexted a 16 year old. We even swapped pictures which makes it worse. At the time I knew it was wrong and I still did it because at that time I thought I wouldn’t get in trouble for it. Plain and simple. I want to come clean about the things I’ve done because after caring for women in my life and seeing what they go through, the community needs to step up and admit to their mistakes. I wish it ended there but it doesn’t, I’ve hit up women that weren’t mutually down and made comments to them that were unwarranted, I’ve been sexual with women who were mutual and treated them as sexual beings which is not right, and I’ve just have had my fair share of being horny dude on the internet. Women deserve better, the community deserves better, and overall we need to be honest about what has happened. I’m fine with not being involved in the community anymore, and no one should pity me.
I do believe I have learned a lot and I’ve grown as a person but living with knowing I’ve made people uncomfortable and have made many mistakes when dealing with women is something I don’t want to live with anymore. To any women who feel I’ve done them wrong, have treated them like a piece of meat, or I have been another guy on the internet who has given them a problem, I apologize from the bottom of my heart and hope you don’t ever deal with another guy like me again. To any of my friends, I know hearing this about me might make you think of me differently and I understand. And to the community, you have been there with me through my hardest and darkest times to the heights of my career, and I just wanna say that I wish I could of been better since you were always good to me.