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Gunmay · @gunnarmayol

2nd Jun 2020 from TwitLonger

My thoughts on Week 1 of #GSS2


Honestly I've never felt so defeated. "Today is the day we set ourselves apart from the rest" nice fuckin joke. The only way I set myself apart today is by showing everyone that I'm no longer a competitive player.

I want to complain so fuckin badly. About rng or about how some people are just naturally better at things than me. Anything that let's me blame anything but my own effort. But I can't. I have no right to complain as long as I haven't done everyhing in my power to be at my best. Admitting that makes me more upset than the results today.

But at least that means there is room for more work to be done and that means there is room for improvement. So as long as there is a way up, I'll keep going. At the very least effort won't be the reason I fail in the future, I promise you that.

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