Regarding the translated reddit post from zehNs interview in finnish.

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After reading on reddit what was translated in zehN's interview and his words of choice regarding me threatening the team or me thinking I'm some sort of a boss makes me blow my mind because it's pure lies.

The only thing I asked when I got these news was if everyone agreed or if there was anyone not agreeing.

I can honestly say the news got me more sad then upset. I value my hard work since October 2018 and getting removed by what I was told being a three hour decision will obviously make me feel very disappointed in certain players.

Me and zehN had a very turbulent time and I felt like he had somthing against me.
I asked zehN in April if he had any problems with me because of his attitude towards me.

His reasoning is that one practice game in January I revenged him.
I left him in a position without telling him and when he died and complained where I was and I said "revenge" and it's because the exact same scenario happened but the otherway around and I didn't complain or say anything.

I apologized to him about this but from his side nothing changed towards me.

OBVIOUSLY zehN will feel threatened from my decision to make a story about my journey in this team and here's a little bit why:

What made me concern is that for a very long time the majority of the team had problems with zehN's attitude. Being very negative & having a very unprofessional approach to practice, official games and the team in general. He could join the tac-talk that we had before every single practice day or official game and not saying a single word, sometimes you noticed him not even being present.
(When you change map and you don't choose T, CT or spec you automatically join a team).

Why everything got so unclear from my side is that Devilwalk, our coach have had so much problems with zehN. For example not being able to give him critisiscm without getting jumped.
Constant chats regarding how our coach felt almost depressed of handeling zehN, just wanting to leave practice days (which happened aswell) or just take a break from the team for a while.

He also told me that he's going to make a ultimatum that it was either going to be him or zehN to leave.

I backed up our coach and told him if people for some reason would choose zehN I would leave with him. I felt that we could'nt move forward as a team with zehN beacause of many reasons.

kRYSTAL said the same as me that he would't want our coach to leave so he would be on his side. STYKO said that it's not the right timing to remove him since we will get deducted points in the RMR.

As I've mentioned before the entire story about my journey will come...

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