B o w i e · @BitchAssBowie
18th Apr 2020 from TwitLonger
yeah, i made one of these
I understand that a lot of people here are probably not going to be interested in anything I have to say about myself. Proof is that I have nothing to hide, it's out there for everyone to see and I have no place denying it or pretend it didn't happen nor have I. It did. It most certainly did and I have nothing to say other than that I am deeply sorry for it. But i promise that there is an explanation for it. So I ask of you, even though you have every right not to, please consider hearing me out.
The internet is an open space, and for a long time, I've spent my time just shitposting. Turns out people liked seeing that from me, and before I knew it I was getting follows left and right. I made a lot of friends doing so. And one of the friends I met was to33st.
I think it's needless to say that when you're online, you don't really get to see what the person is like. You don't really get to see what the person on the other side of the screen is in appearance or anything. What you get to see is their personality. This is something that I didn't think about, and To33st is someone I had met through commissioning art.
I didn't consider the consequences of being friends with her, not even knowing her age at the time of replying to a thread with a lewd wallpaper, that has been brought up, so none of that crossed my mind. After I did discover her age, I treaded more lightly of such things and as well I never thought about her sexually so I didn't really see the problem. At times before knowing her age, I unintentionally treated her no different than one of my adult friends, but she's not an adult. She's a kid. And that's something that I have realized. Shaun grossly misrepresented my intent through and through, though.
There's a lesson to be learned here, and that is that it's important to be careful who it is you speak to. I did not become friends with to33st out of any interest in having sexual relations with her nor has that ever become the intent, it was simply irresponsibility. Me refusing to see the problem, but when I think about it now I can see the problem...
Nobody has any right to believe me. That's fair. That's understandable. But I promise you this is the truth. Pedophiles fucking disgust me. I would never do that to a child. Much less to to33st.
I will be careful from now on. You have my word. And if you got to this part, thanks for listening to what I have to say.