Armada | Vernias ☁️ · @Vernias_T
1st Oct 2019 from TwitLonger
An update about what's been going on with me
Hello everyone, before I start I want to dearly apologize again for being so vague through my recent tweets regarding the issues I've been dealing with that I'm now able to explain. Ever since I started college last month I've never felt more stressed in my life. I've been trying to adjust to living in the city as well as give college a chance since I admittedly had no desire or interest in attending anything more after high school, but I knew my parents wouldn't be satisfied with what I really wanted to spend my time on.
As most of you know my dream is to be a full-time content creator on YouTube and Twitch, and managing consistent and qualitative videos/streams alongside college limiting my time immensely has been greatly hurting me emotionally and mentally. Stress kept building up after every day of classes with the addition of my skin disease and overall health making no progress of recovery, combined with extremely serious legal matters that my family has been involved in, and because of that I acted irrationally and decided to stop going to school as of last week.
Ever since then my parents and I have been negotiating a compromise since they really do want me to be successful with entertaining people, but they want me to have a plan B just in case things never take off for me as a content creator, and I completely understand where they're coming from with that concern. With that being said I'll now be attending school part-time so that I can still have a large amount of time to devote to streaming and video production as well as continue pursuing an education on the side. If I was in a better financial position then my parents would of course allow me to spend my time doing what I love, but as I've previously said I completely understand where they're coming from and I know they only want what's best for me.
As I'm writing this I just got out of court defending my family against legal matters that I won't let anyone unrightfully suffer from, and due to how well the proceedings went I'm feeling a lot more relaxed now. I'm not sure when I'll be back in school due to there being a possible assault on my school initiated by an outside force, but for now I'll be at home doing what I love and making people happy through my content. I'm going to push harder than ever before to make the best videos I'm capable of producing as well as be the most entertaining streamer I can be and become a Twitch partner.
Thank you all for reading up to this point and for supporting my dream to entertain people <3
TLDR; I dropped out of college temporarily due to personal issues regarding my health, my family, and my true priority of becoming a full-time content creator.