Cheick's new Schmooveᴮᴸᴹ · @What_the_Cheick
5th Jul 2019 from TwitLonger
I've been trying for 6 months to try and ignore this crushing loneliness I have
I ended up hurting the people I cared about the most
They accepted the barrage of apologies and felt like I knew what I did wrong
But they moved on without me and I haven't been the same since
I still think about them everyday
I miss them so much
Sometimes I think "they would really enjoy this right now"
Sometimes I can't even listen to music or do anything
I shared so many moments with them and it hurts
Sometimes I hope I bump into them on the street, get a chance to see them
But that wouldn't change anything
I'm jealous of they way they're happy without me
Why can't I move on
Every so often I panic
I tell my current friends how much I care about them
And I really do but I've never been as close to anyone like them
I feel so alone all the time