Life ain't fair
I have been taking a break from competitive CS:GO the last two weeks or so, while my twin brother @KolibrieNCS has stopped his time playing competitive CS. As some of you already know, my brother has been dealing with rough cancer over the last months, lymphoma cancer specifically. Unfortunately 30-04-2019 the doctors told us, that the cancer has only spread more since his last chance treatment, which means that there is no more to do to help him.
Wish i could take his place, wish I could do just something to make this better but i can’t. I feel so powerless and empty and to think about how Oliver is feeling, is unbearable.
Me as a twin brother who has been with him almost every day the last 21 years, will do everything in my power to make his last time the best time of his life. Life chose to hit one of the most beautiful human beings, with one of the most purest hearts. It ain't fair of course, but all we can do is to try to make the best out of it.
After a lot of thinking my brother and I believe it’s best for me to continue playing competitive CS:GO, therefore I will be coming back to playing next week. I will continue my journey presenting @Ambush_gg. It's been a rough pause for me personally, but playing competitive CS:GO is what I love doing and where I belong and i will do everything in my power to make it towards becoming a pro, not just for myself but for my brother aswell.