I’ve been messing up and I’m trying to learn. Thank you for being hard on me.
No more rumors only 100% info. Earlier today I decided to drop a rumor. It was something that I’ve been hearing from inside the league, but wasn’t confirmed. I knew it would be a big thing and I wanted to create discussion around it. At the time I tried to make it very clear on my stream where I initially dropped it that it was literally just rumors and something I wasn’t 100% on. I also thought it would be okay since I seen other leakers doing rumors. I learned now that on my tweet just because I said “rumor” at the start some people are still going to take my word for it and this could lead to problems for players and organizations. I don’t want to cause any problems for players over rumors. It was absolutely stupid of me to tweet that and I never will again. I’m learning guys, but sometimes my emotions get the best of me and it’s what I need to work on the most. I never claimed to be a journalist and the thought of becoming one never came in my head. I looked at my self as a content creator with inside info. I honestly don’t even know anything about journalism and I had no idea reaching out to a party was such a big deal, but after reading through everyone’s tweets and comments about it I’m definitely going to be reaching out for every story I drop. I do want to say thank you to everyone who has left reply’s about how I can improve. Even though I didn’t think of my self as a journalist I’m still going to be held to the standard of one so I must embrace it. Up until after I released my video on DC And Kate I hadn’t had to face much questioning of my integrity. When some of the LNL members vouched Kate and said she was a good person I started to face a lot of this. It made me emotionally invested because I didn’t want people to think I was lying. This where I kind of spiraled out of control and started unnecessaryily defending my self. I stand by my story and am still working on further backing it with evidence and as time goes on the truth will come out, but till then this is all I will say. I wanted to make this post because I want you guys to know that I realize the power I have. I will make some mistakes and I have to be very careful about it. I only made one rumor, but it will most definitely be the last. I HAVE to be careful. I want everyone to keep being hard on me, that way I don’t stop working to become better. Thank you everyone for reading I’m trying my best to be self aware.