Fabian Diepstraten · @FEBIVEN
1st Dec 2016 from TwitLonger
THE FUTURE
(PERSONAL LIFE)
Hey everyone, I have been thinking and reflecting on my life a lot since the time I'm home. and I really felt like a change was needed in the way I look at things in my current life.
I kept making excuses for alot of things in my life which hindered my growth alot.
In my opinion I have been slacking alot in my life the past so I decided to no longer accept mediocre work from my side. When I look back at my past I have many regrets of not doing things properly. Which means now I will be trying to do the best in everything in order to become better as a person/player. This means that I still play league of legends the majority of my day, because I wanna become the best with my team obviously... Also I started working out every day atleast for 1 hour to get better in shape and have a healthier mind/lifestyle. I have also been reading alot of self-help books lately and they are really interesting to me, because I really wanna be able to control my emotions and make the best decisions possible in whatever I do. The books I have been reading have helped me with seeing everything clearer and most importantly I get to understand myself better as a person. Besides working out I do small excercises like; Meditation, gratefulness and it really helps me staying positive, because all the small things I appreciate make me feel happier.
I have decided to always be open minded towards everything I do and always look for the positive in every thing in life. I think that's way better than being negative, Because it will hinder my growth as a person. For example I did not appreciate Deilor as much as I should have which I realized a while later. It's just that you get stuck in things and don't really get to see the perspective from above so that's why I deserved to lose and learn from my mistakes.
I am going to stick to what im currently doing in my lifestyle and I have been seeing alot of positive results towards my goals. I have never felt so fantastic in my life before, so I'm very happy about that.
(GAME RELATED)
So first off all its very saddening to me to leave FNC, because they are a really great organisation with wonderful people inside. I felt like I needed to change my environment to evolve as a player and h2k is an org that I already know and like and the roster is pretty stacked. My time in FNC was wonderful and I have only good things to say about those 2 years.
My ultimate goal is to get back to worlds and actually win it which I think is very possible, because I really think personally I can become the best if I work my hardest. The reason I think I can become the best is, because in 2015 I was lucky to be able to play at worlds with my team and alot of good mid laners showed me my weaknesses which I'm very grateful for . And also throughout 2016 in FNC I have experienced so much stuff that helped me grow. This means I will come back stronger because of that. And also with the roster/staff we currently have in H2k is really stacked and has a lot of potential all together.
I really hope anyone reading understands my decision and I hope you everyone stays on the journey with me towards becoming a better inspiring person and hopefully world champion one day. Change for the good
I wish everyone the best of luck and I really appreciate if you read everything and try to understand where I'm coming from <3
Fabian 'Febiven' Diepstraten