Dear Mommy Monster,
My name is Olivia, or “alwayladygaga” on Twitter. I’m 16 and I live in the beautiful city that is Paris. I have been a fan for nearly eight months now. I know that doesn’t sound much, but to me, what counts is how much I worship you and your work. I first fell in love with you when I heard Bad Romance in November 2009. I really love it!! Then, me and my sister started to listen to your first album which is “The Fame” and we just couldn’t stop playing the songs over and over again! Then we became real little monsters.When “The Fame Monster” first came out, I quickly downloaded it and still can’t stop listening to your music. You are such an inspiration to me. I think about you every single day! The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is go on your Twitter and check out if you’ve tweeted something. I then go on all the fan sites and look at the news. I just can’t get enough of you gaga!!
I love you so much: I admire you for what you do, the talent that you have, and how you care about us little monsters. I rarely see celebrities that care for their fans so much. You are the reason I get up every day. When I hear “speechless” I immediately start to cry, because I think of how great you are. You are the most talented artist, the way you play the piano and sing so perfectly makes me forget about all the problems I have at the moment. You are the reason why I continue in this life. Without you, I don’t know how I could go forward.
The thing I love the most about you is how you don’t give a f*** about what people think or say about you, the way you dress or the words from your lyrics. I find that the most impressive, how do you do that?! I look up to you for that! And also, how much you care for your family (thinking about your granddad very much, hope everything will be fine!!), your friends and your fans, us little monsters. You make us feel so special in our own individual way. You make us feel at home, we are all a big happy monster family and you are the head of that family Gaga!!
Everyone tells me “Wow you’re sooo obsessed with Gaga” and I probably annoy everyone when I talk about you, but I couldn’t care less, I still do it! Whenever I see something related to GAGA or one of your songs, I have this feeling in my heart, I don’t know how to describe it, and it’s magical. You are so inspiring mommy! When you smile, I smile, when you’re sad, I’m sad, when you’re hurt, I’m hurt. I feel that we little monsters and you have this great connection that will never be broken. I have made such great friends thanks to you, mommy! You have this great impact on my life; I NEED you every day, whatever the reason.
When I was told that I was going to the Monster Ball in Paris on the 22nd of May, I immediately cried hundreds on purple tears Gaga. Knowing that I would actually SEE you for real, that was the best thing that could every happen to me. Me and my sister were wearing Gaga wigs and outfits, as well as our four other friends. We were proud to wear them, proud to be little monsters. Your show was just indescribable, magical, and extraordinary! It was the best night of my life; I was singing along to all your lyrics and crying during Speechless. When I came out and went to sleep, I cried my eyes out, knowing that I saw my Mommy and that it was all over :/ But guess what: IM GOING BACK ON THE 22ND OF OCTOBER! When my mom told me that, I cried even more, knowing that I would see the most talented, beautiful, perfect woman in the whole world again!
You have taught me so much, mother. That we should never give up on our dreams, and that we should always believe in ourselves, no matter what people say or think. I take everything in, and never forget what you say. Well, my biggest wish is to meet you Mommy!! I hope to see you in Paris in October, and tell you everything I have said in this letter! Just to have a big hug and kiss from you would be the best thing ever, I can’t even describe what it would do to me. To tell you that I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING in person would be just magical, but it probably won’t happen…. I know I should believe in myself, but this time I need for God to answer my prays and make this dream come true. You make me believe it will happen Gaga.
I wrote this letter (sorry for it being so long!) to tell you that I will always love you from the bottom of my heart. I want you to know just how much you mean to me Gaga!! I feel you, breathe you, and LOVE you! I’m so proud to be a Little Monster; it’s the thing I’m the most proud of. You are my everything, my life, my inspiration, my mother, my idol forever. I will never forget what you did for me, for all of us little monsters. You have taught us so much and I am so grateful.
Continue to write more songs, wear crazy outfits, impress us even more than we already are. Because we need you in our life Gaga! You are my life, and I will always love you, no matter what! I will always be by your side, today, tomorrow and the days that follow. Because you are the reason I live in this life!
I hope from the bottom of my heart that you will read my letter, and if you do, please at least follow me on twitter, it would be one of the greatest gifts ever! And if you replied, I would be the happiest monster ever!
See you soon mother, I hope I will get to hold you in my arms one day. You will be our mommy forever, never forget that.
LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER SO SO SO MUCH, BIG HUGS AND KISSES
Little Monster Olivia XOXOXOXOXO