𝕟 · @buwonye
19th Jan 2023 from TwitLonger
The truth
i’m really sorry i didn’t say nothing before, the moment erkkari sent me the post i got shocked, i had no idea that joe took a picture of me after i passed out for drinking too much, as i told him i don’t remember nothing, he said he went to the bathroom and when he was back i was sleeping, but he never mentioned he told it to anyone or took any picture. I’ve seen so many tweets of people saying im a hoe, that it wasn’t surprising because i have dating apps and stuff like that, people dming me saying “kill youself bitch”, and also all the hate erkkari is getting… Erkkari and i broke up the 2 of january, the day 9 joe talked to me saying that we should hang out, i told him it was fine for me i wanted to make friends and i didn’t know anyone here at all, i said i was ignoring people that came with intentions to me because i recently broke up with erkkari.
(4 screenshots: https://imgur.com/a/T5oTUfx)
erkkari knew about all of this in the entire moment, i never hided nothing from him, i can perfectly show how he wasn’t surprised at all when the picture came since he knew it happened, he was mad because joe took a picture without me knowing.
(4 screenshots the moment it happened: https://imgur.com/a/GueGM3M) As you can see i had no idea he took a picture of me, i was really scared in that moment, so please stop saying i was conscious in that moment because that’s not true.
My family and close friends knew we broke up, i didn’t want to make it public because it’s my personal life after all, i don’t care if i have 10k followers, i’m not obligated to talk about my relationship with erkkari if i don’t want to, we never removed eachother from the bio because even if we are not together we are best friends and we have been best friends since always, i obviously have proof of me saying we broke up to friends. Anyway, i met with joe, we went to drink, we both got drunk, me more than him since i get drunk so easily and he told me to go for a walk, we end up in the hotel he booked from HIMSELF, not for us, and that happened. After it i passed out i can’t remember nothing at all, i just know i woke up again at 4am and i msged erkkari saying i was okay and then i went back to sleep because i was feeling really bad.
Joe told me he didn’t say anyone even tho he was all the time on his phone, i didn’t trust it at all but i decided to trust him. Yesterday, erkkari told me there was a rumor going on about that joe and i slept together, i asked joe, he said again he didn’t tell anyone, and put the guilty on others, (https://imgur.com/a/EfOx0Ya) and then i got sent the picture of twitter and msgd him, i didn’t know how to feel, i felt so betrayed, i didn’t even know if i was mad at all, i was so scared because i didnt even know if there were more pictures and i still cant know that, i begged joe to say that it wasn’t me because i was starting to get so many dms of people asking me, he said no one know it’s you, relax, i’m saying that wasn’t you, his words were “i was in a videocall and someone took a screenshot of it” and i think everyone here knows that looks more like a picture and not a videocall, the quality says it all…
3 screenshots: https://imgur.com/a/hR7QHQR
I honestly hate this, i feel so sick, the fact that people that i thought they were my friends and i talked always good about them were telling people that i was a bitch it truly hurt. I get it, it can be funny at first until u think, how would they feel? Did any of the persons calling me bitch and telling me to die think how bad can do those words to someone? im sorry if i don’t explain myself at all, but i hope yall get the point. I never cheated on erkkari, i know is fucked up to do that after some weeks of breaking up but it’s my life, nobody knows how is erkkari’s and i relationship, and he knows everything i did because i don’t hide nothing from him, but it’s insane how people is reacting to this, how hurtful the comments are. I’m sure im still gonna get hate for this, but please, think on it more, you guys could really kill someone by something like this. Stop shittalking erkkari, he is literally the best person in the world and he doesn’t deserve this shit either. If you guys wanna call me bitch for post my body go ahead, but think first on what you are doing before something bad happens, this really can’t hurt so bad…
And please, this is NOT an attack to Joe, i don’t want more of this, i really just want it to stop, i said the truth, the screenshots say more than words, im sorry if my english was too bad, i hope u guys understood everything i tried my best.
And thank you honestly to the people that asked me if i was okay, i really appreciate it, im sorry for not replying any msg, i’m feeling so sick for this, please everyone, stop it.
I also wanna add there are many people saying i came UK just for meet him, that’s not even true, i came here to live with my aunt, i didn’t know how to make friends so i got some apps including tinder to be able to reach people more easily, that wasn’t working anyway so i went out alone everyday to try to find new people of my age but it didn’t work out at all so, yea, i don’t have many options as you guys can see, so pls stop lying and saying false rumors, i’m so tired of this