Albralelie · @TSM_Albralelie
26th Dec 2022 from TwitLonger
LFT for Split 2 of NA PL
Full disclosure, this was a decision made by the boys and I fully respect it. No hate towards them, I still plan to be their friend and chill in ranked etc with them whenever they'll have me. I massively appreciate them ever taking a risk on me in the first place for my first ever split IGL'ing and I wish it could've been better but there's no changing the past. So, to @TheSlurpeeG @Snip3down @ChronoCreative Thank you guys. You've helped me find what i've been looking for for almost 3 years now.
I can't say I performed well during my first split of IGL'ing however I can say that I learned a lot about not only myself but what kind of team I want to be a part of and where I fit into any team. What I realized was that I don't want to IGL, I just wanted to not be treated like my heads empty. Mutual respect is a huge thing for me and I'm just not okay with being genuinely talked down to or treated like i'm lesser than you just because you lead me in a video game.
I'm looking to slot into a fragger role of a pre established duo for NA PL split 2. I know my place and that isn't at the forefront of a team unless its during a fight. I'm not quitting, I'm not going anywhere, my only plan is to be better than I was the day before. That being said, I'm looking at ALL offers AFTER LAN. I will NOT be subbing for any teams or making a decision until post LAN. I didn't qual and It wouldn't sit right with me to attend when I haven't earned it. I appreciate all the love I got during this split and I promise to be the best version of myself in the next one.
This upcoming week or two i'll be mostly spending time streaming with my IRL friend group and focusing on just having some fun with my boys. Then going back to full time Apex 8 hours every day like i've been doing for the past 3 months. Much love boys, See you all (hopefully) in split 2 <3