MissMegzie · @MissMegzie
9th Oct 2022 from TwitLonger
Thank you @lewdwifettv for your bravery. Here is my story.
**Disclaimer: This post involves sexual assault and I have since been in touch with the LAPD, NYPD, and Florida Police to protect myself from any retaliation.**
Several weeks ago on September 4th, I went on my first vacation in three years, to meet some of the people I have grown closest with on Twitch, and ended up getting sexually assaulted by one of my closest friends within the first few hours of meeting them. You know him as StevieBizzNizz. The reason that I am coming forward with this is because once we had returned, the thing that he was most concerned about was his reputation on Twitch rather than taking accountability for his actions or for the wellbeing of his victims. He began to pursue returning to streaming two weeks later, when no one had mentioned the incident. I was then reached out to by Stevie to ask if I still wanted to collaborate with him on a previously planned event, and if I could help him with making amends to other victims involved. He took no responsibility for his actions, and blamed it all on alcohol.
Stevie sexually assaulted me three times. I had been hanging out at the pool all day, so I was in my bikini for every single incident that occured that evening. He arrived at the vacation house at 12:30a, and got himself settled in. For the next hour or so, the majority of us were hanging out in the kitchen, chatting, making drinks, eating pizza. I was sitting on the counter with MADkurious, and Stevie came up to me and twisted my left nipple. When I swatted his hand away and said “wtf, don't do that!”, he put his hand to his face and giggled. I was confused as to why he thought that was appropriate to do. I got down off the counter and walked outside to lay by the pool.
Later on that evening I was once again in the kitchen grabbing more snacks, and Stevie and two others were standing by the stove talking about something. I popped my head in to see what they were talking about and Stevie reaches out and grabs my neck to sexually choke me. I slapped his hand away again, he then immediately slid his hand in between my legs and groped my inner thigh and crotch. That is when I had to say again “STEVIE STOP WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!” His response to the other people in the group, while putting his hands to his face, giggling in shock “I CAN'T HELP IT THAT I AM ATTRACTED TO THESE WOMEN!” I then went outside to smoke a cigarette to get away from the situation. I came back inside and went to the backyard to float around in the pool, that is when I had learned that he had groped MADkurious’ boobs, and was getting extremely physical with another woman in the jacuzzi feeding her shot after shot, so much so that another member of the house went up to Stevie and swatted the shot out of his hand before he could give her another one.
When I had learned of this, I told MAD to stay next to me, and prompted the other girl to come out of the jacuzzi and stay close to me as well. She whispered in my ear “Thank you, he was fingering me in the jacuzzi and I didnt know how to get out of there.” I told her to not go back in there and just stay around me or go upstairs to her boyfriend for protection. Stevie then came into the pool where I was holding onto MAD and he grabbed her out of my arms. The sheer panic on MADs’ face was extremely upsetting. She jumped out of his arms and swam away, and that is when I got out of the pool, told MAD to come with me, packed my shit up and left the house immediately. Thankfully, I had booked my own AirBnb for the trip. I didn't even have the proper shoes to walk back to my rental, I just knew that this behavior was not going to stop and I needed to end it by removing myself and MAD from the situation.
The next morning, we went back to the house and there was an obvious tension around everyone there. Stevie was still upstairs sleeping, but five others were getting ready to leave the vacation if Stevie was not removed from the house. BDBrent went into Stevie’s room and asked him what Stevie was thinking, doing what he did the night before. Stevie had absolutely “NO RECOLLECTION” of doing any of the things he did, nor did he care to even ASK what he did. He just said whatever it was “wasn’t him” and that he was “blackout drunk” and wanted to see me privately to “apologize.” The apology consisted of him saying he was blacked out and that whoever he was that night was not the person he is, and he would have never done whatever it was that he did. He also said that he was going to start getting help and not drink anymore because he doesn't like the person he is when he drinks. Also saying that he has never done anything like that before, which I found strange because he didn't even ask what he had done to me.
BDBrent and CaptClownMouth sat Stevie down, giving him a vague explanation of what he did the night before, suggesting that he leave immediately. He agreed and booked a flight home. However, his process of leaving was extremely drawn out. He came out to the pool and said his goodbyes, but still didn’t leave, taking hours to look for his things. He even coerced me out of the pool to help him look for his hat that I had worn for a bit the night before. He wasn’t actively looking for it himself, instead following me around as I looked for it. I found it outside on the side yard, and before I went back into the house to get back to the pool, he wanted to talk to me more, privately, while I was still drenched, once again in my bikini. I was extremely uncomfortable, in shock, and did not know how to handle this, as I was just waiting for him to leave. He kept saying things like “I was too drunk,” “I’ll prove to you this is not me,” “I obviously have a thing with women that I need to work through,” meanwhile I am sitting there trying my best to hurry the conversation so I could go back inside.
Once Stevie left, I did not hear from him. I went on with my vacation and flew back home on the 8th, as planned. The next day that I was home, Stevie sent me a text asking whether or not he should cancel the Fortnite tournament that I was set to co-host with him that Saturday the 10th. I never responded, and blocked his number. He canceled the tournament.
Ten days later, on Sept 20th, I received a discord message from Stevie. I had assumed that it was him checking in on me to see how I was, and/or another apology for what he had done to me, asking why my phone number wasn’t working (since I blocked him), or maybe wanting more clarity on the situation, etc. I braced myself as I opened the message, to instead find him asking whether or not I still wanted to co-host his Fortnite Tournament or if he should find someone else to fill my spot. I then saw on Twitter that he was ramping up his streaming schedule to continue his Streamers Path segments and other content. I wrote him a very honest and direct message in return, explaining in detail what had happened, voicing my concerns that this was most likely not the first time that he has done this to women, and informing him that I would not be speaking with him again.
He then messaged MAD, blaming the alcohol and explaining how he had messed up in his communication with me, and asked to talk about it. She sent a message telling him what had happened from her perspective, that he had broken all trust, and that she was appalled that not only had he read our silence as a sign that he should jump back into the Twitch community only two weeks later, but also that the only time he had reached out was to ask me to collab rather than to apologize or ask about my wellbeing. She told him to get help, and didn’t respond to any further messages, but they included passive and unaccountable dialogue including, “jumped back into [streaming] to fulfill commitments,” “hating that this event happened,” “the hardest situation I’ve gone through,” “everything that occurred I have zero recollection of,” “whoever that person was is not me.”
In his response to my message, he again, did not take any accountability, ignored my declaration of it being my final message, and asked me, his victim, for help with his emotional state and with re-establishing communication with the other victims. He avoided any language about sexual assault, never even alluded to it. Just blamed it on the “drinking episode” “drunk Stevie” or “the situation”. After reading his message, I was going to just leave this whole thing alone, until I went back and read some previous conversations that we had without alcohol involved, and found many red flags that I had ignored. Alluding to doing “something drastic at Hype House” to me, which at the time I took as a joke but still shut down by saying “don’t be weird bro”. Which has me believing that no, this wasn’t just an alcohol fueled attack.
Since he has been outed, he has deleted social media, deleted his discord server, and has the audacity to say that we, the victims are making the assault up.
I have had the most difficult time writing this out as I have never been in this type of situation before. Stevie had become one of my closest friends over this last year. We talked nearly every day. I had trusted him, and he knew that. Lewdwife was incredibly brave for coming out with her story after her and I had discussed this nightmare. I had been keeping silent because Stevie knows my phone number and physical home address, so I have been trying to keep me and my family safe. I also wanted to try to be the bigger person and speak to him about taking accountability for his actions and coming forward himself. But he was too busy over his birthday weekend and didn't get back to me after the fact, and thus, Lewdwife came forward with her story.
I hope that me speaking my truth and going public about this, sharing my side, prevents any potential future victims, and proves even more that this was not an isolated incident. I know how cruel the internet and the world can be to women who come out with their assault story. I am scared, and I am unsure of what is going to happen, but I just needed to tell the truth. To all of you, please stay safe, and stay aware, even around those you think you’re closest with. And if this has happened to you, remember you’re not alone, you are loved, and you matter. My heart is with you.
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