xKenzuke · @xkenzuke
24th Sep 2022 from TwitLonger
current situation & LFT
Hey Twitter,
beforehand, I am not best at sharing my feelings & emotions, that's why I'll keep this short.
Obviously, this year has been a disaster for me and I could tell you 100x reasons why, but I feel like it's pointless.
I tried not to touch social media for a split and see how it affects me. I can convincingly say that the benefit from it was enormous, since the previous experience I had was mostly giving me anxiety or extra pressure (positive or negative) (mostly consuming).
You're probably wondering what I want to say with that. Well, my situation sucks and I dont know how the future is gonna look. I didnt really update my status during the split and thought I owe you that, but mostly for myself.
I lost a lot of confidence throughout this year, especially because 2021 was the best year in my career. Nonetheless, I'll try to grind my soul off for the rest of the season and see where it brings me on the ladder.
Last but not least, Riders and I are parting ways, which means I wont be participating in the Iberian Cup and be left teamless. I want to thank riders & my teammates for what they've given me in these 2 years and wish them the best.
That being said, I am LFT