SailorMagatron · @SailorMagatron
6th Sep 2022 from TwitLonger
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Hi guys,
This is kind of nerve wrecking to write but I will try my best. I won't be sharing a certain situation that happened between me and Matt because it's very very fucking traumatic and I'm still recovering mentally/emotionally also I honestly don't want a bunch of random strangers on the internet to know about it because its a very sensitive and severe topic. But I mainly want to share the toxic behavioral pattern Matt has with alcohol.
Genesis 2022: Forgot what night it was (Fri/Sat) but it was at the GuildHouse. We got there together and hung out with big groups of friends. He was drinking more and began to be very touchy/grabby and overly affectionate with me. I kinda NOPED away and hung out at a different group but as the night went on I noticed him starting to slump over. So super concerned I ran over to him and was asking if he was okay and he couldn't really respond back. So I tried to make him drink water and ordered an uber back to his hotel and had to carry him all over different floors of the Hilton with him slumped around my should practically carrying him and trying his card key on almost every door because he couldn't remember what room he was. So desperate I took him back to my room til I got a hold of one of his roomies for the exact room number. He used our hotel room bathroom and pissed everywhere and we had to help put his pants on. Then I and a mutual friend took him back across to the Hilton and finally up to his room. I spoke to his roommate and they informed me that they had to babysit him and do this as well the night before because he keeps going overboard with his drinking.
(During this time around Genesis and LTC was when that topic I don't want to discuss about happened. So it was still very fresh and I was still grieving, processing and recovering from it. It's really fucked)
Low Tide City 2022: We decided to room together (we made this decision months ahead still decided to still room together b/c the rooms arent cheap there lol) and with 3 other people including 2 other women. It started off pretty good and chill but on Friday evening I was returning to the room to get washed up and changed for dinner. He comes into the room with his friend and a girl I didn't know at the time and they lay on my bed kind of cuddling. This got me really uncomfortable and upset because I was still recovering from that thing and this was really inappropriate. They finally leave and decided to just stay at another friend's room that night. On Sunday morning as I was getting ready Matt comes in. I confront him with what happened on Friday and how it made me feel. He got really pissed that I was having a problem and was making it seem like I was crazy and twisting my words. I got very emotionally angry and had to remind him all the fuckrd up shit I went through involving him and I threw my chapstick down in my makeup bag. He started to say I was being violent and scaring him because of that action and i had to stop the conversation at that point. So I put on my headphones and continued my makeup. Minutes after he came around and stood infront of me with his arms open. I asked "what?" He said "I'm sorry. You're right that was not right of me to do." And asked for a hug and for us to put this behind. He went down to pools and in an hour came back up pissed as hell. I asked him if he was okay and what's wrong? He was being very aggressive and fucking scared me. He was out in losers and blamed me for his loss. I right away messaged my friend if I can move my stuff to his room because I was fucking terrified and uncomfortable. So I packed my stuff up and moved. I couldn't stop crying and having anxiety attacks.
Later when top 8 was about to begin a person from media approached me and told me that Matt was very drunk in the room and was making our female roommates uncomfortable. So I right away messaged them and asked what was going on. (I took screen shots of their messages and they'll be posted in the comments of this tweet). So I sent Matt's friend up to retrieve him and take him somewhere else because no way on he'll I'm going back to deal with him. He later comes back to the room with other people without asking and is drunk. All of the other roommates has to relocate themselves because he was being obnoxiously loud and making the girls uncomfortable.
He has a very very concerning drinking problem and I hate how normalized it is now. So many people, friends and well known peeps in the community would confront him on his behavior w/ drinking in person and he would always deny it. So yeah discussing this publicly needs to be done because we've done this in private so countless times and he is still continuing this behavior of getting completely wasted/ blacked out at events and making a fool of himself and putting others in uncomfortable situations.