I've decided to step down from One.PoinT and therefore I will not be playing out this season of contenders. I'm not in the right mental state to play right now. I've been struggling with depression for a while now and with the added stress of having my teammates poached every other week I'm simply not fit to play right now, I can't sleep, I eat like shit, I can't focus, I'm not able to be the teammate I want to be. I understand that poaching is going to happen with the current state of eu overwatch, it's more about never going forward, always backwards. For 3 seasons of contenders now I've been working uphill, everytime time we start showing progress we get hit by another poach and have to start over again. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it, if it will ever pay off. This game is pretty much my life at this point, the insane amount of hours I've put in, the memories and friends I've made. This is not a retirment post, just a explanation of why I'm not going to play out the season. Going forward I'm going to take a break and focus on my mental wellbeing.

I am very grateful of the opportunity One.PoinT has given me, and sad for letting them down. Their staff is amazing, and so is the remaining and former players. Sorry guys, I really am.

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