I want to start this off by saying how deeply sorry I am for what was said in the clip of my stream. I don't stand by anything I said and that is not a reflection of me or my ideals. Racism of any kind, even as a "joke" is unacceptable.
The clip in question was from Black Ops 3 when I was 16. At the time, I wasn't yet mature enough to understand the severity that such insensitivity could have on my fans and the ramifications it could have on my future career.
I've grown a lot since then, both as an individual and as a professional. I'm not writing this post to make excuses, I'm writing it both as an apology to the community and to be an example to other up and coming players so that they can learn from my mistake and we as a collective can be better.
I sincerely hope the fans and my fellow professional players can forgive me for my past actions. I am full of regret and I'm sorry.