Devon [TeEm] · @TheAggroMagnet
11th Jan 2018 from TwitLonger
Free wheeling
From the day that I set a schedule, I thought of Twitch as 'my job' I set it in my brain like that on purpose because I don't have a job and it gives me a little bit of structure in my life.
But now there's so many extra things in my life that I want to get done that I'm not getting done because it's a night that I am scheduled to stream.
Whether it's unpacking more or taking a class online or cutting more videos excetera excetera
I'm not thinking that l will stream less. I'm thinking that I will be more productive in my life if I am not tied down to particular days and times. So on the rare days when I'm feeling like I have the energy and my body is okay with it, I can tackle some of the harder chores. Instead of being like 'Oh well, I only have an hour until I have to go stream so I can't even start this much less finish it.'
There's times when it would be more convenient to stream right after I eat. Instead of 3 hours after. Then I'm starving 3 hours into the Stream and still have 2 hours to go till I can eat.
It will make it harder for people to know exactly when to catch me and for people to have the stability of knowing that I'll be there during a certain part of their day. And with the hours being fluid and flexible with a starting time window between 9 p.m. and and 3 a.m. Mountain Time, there's going to be a lot of people that I'm going to miss.
I know better than to think that I can please everyone.
I think and I hope that if I do this for 2 months or so then I'll be able to get back into it, without all these things tugging at my time and having the feeling of failure because I didn't get those things done. Or I get these things done and the stream suffers. Then I feeling like I have put on a bad show and let you guys down
I've been consistently late to stream for a few weeks now. About a month ago I told myself that I would no longer apologize for it, and I've been doing a good job at not doing that, but I'm still leaving dishes in the sink and projects half-finished etcetera to make it on time. I will implement the @everyone in the going live Channel again. And if people want I can @ them in the Twitter posts for going live as well.
I know many of you will hang with me through this and will support me no matter what. Some will wish they could but life will make it hard. Some will say 'Meh, I couldnt careless quitter'.
To all of you" This is not the end of the road for us. Just a little detour, sit back and enjoy the new path as we explore new things and save worlds by the light of the moon."