UPDATE of the Videos/Movies/etc i Deeply recommend especialy if u are #Survivors(#abuses #Trauma)too...

β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_WKFDqxiL80 by @SarahKSilverman

β˜…here my 2 greatest inspirations/biggest bricks in my Rebuilding:
#TigNotaro: https://yadi.sk/i/0Qixbnlk3QgRV6, https://yadi.sk/i/XBVtmLng3QgRUk (from her standup show: "Tig Notaro: Boyish Girl Interrupted"), + https://yadi.sk/i/cIhumOrI3QgRyR , https://yadi.sk/i/6dJTWzML3QgRWy , https://yadi.sk/i/jX-gGSAQ3QgRWe , https://yadi.sk/i/ZlJZ1toV3QgRXR
also: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnb8Kx24qUE and: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXRsPlhx5ao
and pic: pic.twitter.com/O8PgFwD2K7 her words abt anxiety.

i highly recommend also her docu:"Tig", the amazing serie @OneMississippi, her cds "Live" & "Good one", also her book "im just a person" also "Clown service" also: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwqPeVkiDR4 (also in her cd "Good one")

Even if she isnt listed in the silence breakers by the Time, she is 1 of.... Several times she broke silence abt this situation (also this situation is shown in One Mississippi S2E5...) some articles abt it: https://www.nytimes.com/2017/11/09/arts/television/louis-ck-sexual-misconduct.html and https://t.co/FFIBd1YNlM
Here some videos abt it: https://yadi.sk/i/F9HdI9eL3QgRVK , https://yadi.sk/i/5IzjM9Z13QgRjX

and some VERY precious words https://yadi.sk/i/1aM7C3Ay3QgRVh .
Daily grateful to and for Tig,since hearing abt her lifestory and all what she's been through now my feet are forever in lifeside (a huge step reached in my own Rebuilding)..& so glad to see her using her Voice for us all Survivors.

and

T (Tim Roth): https://yadi.sk/i/GKNBTI5x3QgRtm and: https://yadi.sk/i/ghLRuj7G3QgRmo and: https://yadi.sk/i/nhwnoJlT3QgRVb and https://yadi.sk/i/E4Zk1q-93QgSp6

and some articles: https://twitter.com/nathasurvivor/status/860941646258720770 (old intrvws: https://twitter.com/nathasurvivor/status/812714204310413312 )

and his commentaries in The War Zone (he directed, from his own abuse also based from Alexander Stuart ( @AlexanderChow)'s book: here the commentaries during the final scene: https://yadi.sk/i/v49CQMwA3QgRnE full commentaries during the movie: https://www.dropbox.com/s/jm6eq4h8tkonqva/The%20War%20Zone%20Audio%20Commentary%20with%20Tim%20Roth.mp4?dl=0
#gratefuldailyandeternalytoTandAlex* #TheWarZone * #thxTandAlexforkeepingshowingustheway


May their lifestory inspire you as they do to me.

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More movies/videos...

β˜… https://vimeo.com/235155745 by @Harpsichordi @voicing_csa

β˜… a good reminder: https://vimeo.com/162016437 (Full intervw:
http://www.today.com/video/gillian-anderson-film-sold-aims-to-raise-awareness-of-human-trafficking-650713155759 )
β˜…https://vimeo.com/162607262

β˜… http://youtube.com/watch?v=KvQMM1mfQbI
β˜… the meaning of Consent: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZwvrxVavnQ
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qk6aauThmW8&feature=youtu.be


MUSICS:
β˜… THIS: at The Oscars in 2016: https://vimeo.com/157094478 (my thought/feelings abt it http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1socru1?new_post=true )
β˜… Rag'n'bone man "innocent man"
β˜… another track; #LaMaisonenBordDeMer : http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1spcqke by @Patriciakaas
β˜… btw @Sia track "Bird set free" describes perfectly the victim to Survivor transformation, also her track "Alive" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2NgsJrrAyM is a perfect track for Celebration of being alive after abuses, suicide etc.
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-Dur3uXXCQ by @KeshaRose


More videos/movies:
β˜… "I Am Evidence" by Mariska Hargitay ( @Mariska) @IAMEVIDENCEmov ‏
β˜… by Chloe, 1 of the Survivors who were on The Oscars' stage: https://yadi.sk/i/Ub9-7PCG3QgSW7
β˜… By several of the Survivors who were on the Oscars' stage http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/video/stanford-sexual-assault-survivors-words-attacker-shared-39740432
β˜… by @jilltolles: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGR079qsqTI&feature=youtu.be
β˜… https://vimeo.com/162607262 To use our Voice helps others to find (and use) their own voice too
β˜… https://vimeo.com/176528547 by @madisonwolk
β˜… another inspiring interview: katu.com/amnw/special-guests/rape-survivor-and-son-work-to-stop-collegiate-sexual-assaults , by: @brendaTracy24
moving letter by her son with Petition here: https://www.change.org/p/dear-ncaa-create-a-policy-that-bans-violent-athletes



some more videos/movies i DEEPLY recommend:
above all:
β˜… The War Zone(1999) directed by Tim Roth... The WZ: more than a Masterpiece, check also the novel (used to make the movie) by Alexander Stuart (his twitter: @alexanderchow ), (check the 20th anniversary edition of the novel... there's 2 Great bonus in it.. the afterword by Tim Roth + the diary of The WZ book/movie). Grateful daily and eternaly to and for the WZ... my life wont be the same without it, a Precious brick in us all Survivors' Rebuilding.
This article has a deep special meaning to me*: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/moslive/article-1168491/Im-victim-child-abuse-reveals-Tim-Roth.html



β˜… For Pete's Sake (movie incoming & play) @FPS_TheMovie @FPSThePlay FULL Play there: https://vimeo.com/69169748 a Brillant & poignant play...
and by the same team:
β˜…@Confessionfilm (Full: https://vimeo.com/158112260 a brillant & lovely team just saying
β˜…BRILLANT tools by @joecapozzi1 (who made confession + For Pete's sake): https://vimeo.com/92479062 & https://vimeo.com/92481938
β˜… some very inspiring interviews by Joe: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1sp06r8
β˜… w/Joe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2MrYtKCcPM



β˜… Hashtags: #Yanachat #Wheniwas , #ImaSurvivor, #CSAQT, #whatsurvivorsknow, #metoo, #balancetonporc, #sexabusechat, #SolidarityChat (made by a Survivor who was on the Oscars' stage with Lady Gaga & this one: #survivorloveletter created several months ago & also #survivorsink from this:
β˜… Brillant project: http://www.survivorsink.org/
β˜… Brillant campaign by @theNikkidubose #walkinmyshoes (post pic of your shoes & write why it's important for you/your story, to help to end sexual abuse.



SERIES:
my fav show ever:
β˜… @OneMississippi w/ and by Tig (Notaro).
- https://yadi.sk/i/FPNIE8vu3QgSY2 , https://yadi.sk/i/bboZOkYe3QgSYQ , https://yadi.sk/i/gEpPZO1Y3QgSYU , https://yadi.sk/i/inqBLWeK3QgSYg , https://yadi.sk/i/bS-EkkH83QgSZX ,
https://yadi.sk/i/VcCg0bz73QgSYv,https://yadi.sk/i/a7PCsnSr3QgSZ3 and MUST see the S2E5...

β˜… @sweetvicious
->some poignant and inspiring scenes from it:
https://yadi.sk/i/3sd4sknq3QgSZq
https://yadi.sk/i/6GZF7Aa-3QgSZu
https://yadi.sk/i/0MnigSJU3QgSa8
https://yadi.sk/i/NGIUf1mO3QgSae

β˜… @nbcsvu ‏
β˜… @laurenonwigs (mini serie, 2 small seasons on ytb https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCTP481uj2b9bysof9sSpDe5M4OvpGyWd&itct=CEoQ3BwYAiITCNTPwMTTjMkCFViKFgod4BQMKA%3D%3D&gl=FR&client=mv-google&hl=fr ) same subject as the @invisible_war ,



β˜… 2 more plays: by @AndreaBescond
-> #LesChatouilles http://youtu.be/Qadl7Uo5vHQ (+ its movie #LesChatouillesLeFilm ) ,
-> "Quelque Chose"
Andrea won a famous National Award of Art here, here her speech at the ceremony, very poignant words for us all Survivors of abuses: https://vimeo.com/167864787
β˜… @AndreaBescond interview there: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u78QJ2hRW9Q and there: https://yadi.sk/i/qWmjW_YO3QgScW


Also:
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YOk48xkcOk by @TheNikkiDuBose
β˜… #FlavieFlament ( @oefpseRTL ) interview about her own Survival: https://yadi.sk/i/voETQGAk3QgScn , translation in English there: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1spd62u?new_post=true + movie La Consolation, from her book.
β˜… @shortterm12 (a pure Jewel),
β˜… @SpotlightMovie
β˜… "SPEAK" (2004) poignant and beautiful to see her evolution in Surviving from abuse...
β˜… @AudrieandDaisy
β˜… this small (but precious) video http://pic.twitter.com/rt4QOJH3Hn
β˜… @SOLDMovie trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UruazVETP0w
β˜… Gillian Anderson speech at U.N: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAAwqT4-aO8&feature=youtu.be
& part 2: http://youtu.be/l2PqjpGn6ls
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFbloBaLJvg&feature=youtu.be short but a mix of The War Zone & Confession
β˜… "The Silence" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GosYYgHRaGA by @CleoTellier
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wx-E686t8hQ
β˜… @the_keepers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Khr7dbuBjuE



β˜… https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZmWBrN7QV6Y the @thehuntinground ost
β˜… http://youtube.com/watch?v=KvQMM1mfQbI
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2ZSZrGc-O8&feature=youtu.be #WhoWillYouHelp
β˜… https://yadi.sk/i/3g2ME8QL3QgSf9 from @thefalltv
β˜… https://yadi.sk/i/mdFIzTXE3QgSfM to help to be back up on feet



β˜… #Polisse (french but u can find with eng subtitles), my fav movie ever.
β˜… #127hours (2010, 1 of my fav movies)
a perfect way to represent the steps/efforts (to cut, when he tries to get the knife and then to cut with the origin of the Trauma: often the only way to escape to stay alive) this quote from 1 of my mentors: "the arm of the abuser is a long one, so cut the fu*ker off!" (without this quote i wont have cut with the origin of my abuses.)
β˜… Millenium trilogy / The girl with the dragon tattoo
β˜… Straightheads (2007) with Gillian Anderson @GillianA. i love the Alice/Sophie moment in the car, under her wing whatever happenned...
β˜… Sleepers (1996)
β˜… @HoldMeRightFilm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-JuUXtIai4
β˜… the voiceless by @VanessaLMcNeal https://vimeo.com/205298394 and https://vimeo.com/208401530
β˜… @notmylifefilm
β˜… Unbroken by Angelina Jolie. Inspiring abt strength and courage after abuses.



β˜… the @invisible_war a Masterpiece and an inspi @ciocakori from it.
β˜… @thehuntinground (new docu by the invisible war team)
β˜… The General's Daughter (1999) same subject.
β˜… @RemovedFilm part1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOeQUwdAjE0
& part2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1fGmEa6WnY&feature=youtu.be



β˜… After the promise (with Mark Harmon from Ncis),
β˜… The unloved (2009),
β˜… My Name Is Hmmm by Agnes B.
β˜… @CiSdocumentary
β˜… @SolitaryFilm
β˜… Gardens of the Night (2008),
β˜… The Brave one (2007),
β˜… mea maxima culpa silence in the house of God,
β˜… twist of faith (by Kirby Dick, who made also the @invisible_war & @thehuntinground),
β˜… The Magdalene Sisters,
β˜… a short video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFbloBaLJvg&feature=youtu.be
β˜… @PoursuitTruth https://vimeo.com/ondemand/28753/61221786
β˜… @R2FF_Film @SJNeulinger: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUE8hSogQCs
β˜… #enfantsjetables. Extremely poignant, by @Soflagiraf abt Re-homing, in USA.
β˜… Boys and Men Healing by @bigvoice




β˜… Darling ( with Marina Foïs, my fav French Actress, she is also in Polisse.),
β˜… despues de Lucia by Michel Franco.
β˜… Precious,
β˜… the last house on the left (2009) (hard but to see how parents can react & the strength it takes)
β˜… Testimony by Zohar Kfir
β˜… the girl next door (2007) (hard too but to see what neighbours can do)
β˜… Les innocentes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UdsVy7qwf6g&feature=youtu.be
β˜… An Open Secret (2015) by Amy Berg, Trailer: http://link.brightcove.com/services/player/bcpid3303744355001?bckey=AQ~~,AAAAAA0Xi_s~,_JtH-&bctid=4218928099001
β˜… another play: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkLtPgLJtgo
β˜… @room_movie
β˜… ad' shown during The Superbowl: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTJT3fVv1vU
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNvTRL4-RMc by @MadisonEretta


β˜… https://youtu.be/lYYTKvJP6FM @DavidSJTait he climbs Everest (several times already) for awareness about child abuse and to help to survive http://davidtait.com/

β˜… #JesuisAlHeure A video which won 2Awards at Nikon fest: https://youtube.com/watch?v=EfmKq1T4tMk&itct=CDwQpDAYASITCKeyqdPPjMkCFVeuFgodRskA4lIRSmUgc3VpcyBhIGwgaGV1cmU%3D&hl=fr&gl=FR&client=mv-google brillantly made by @fabienmotte and @tardquin
β˜… another french video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3zifcDFgSk by @Asso_AIVI
β˜… another video: https://t.co/Cpc5WiQJQk
β˜… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzOCYxFs59Q by @marinedenicola
β˜… https://youtu.be/6E7wGr8xwZI inspiring by @MichaelPhelps
β˜… https://yadi.sk/i/PRBlE8eS3QgSjQ by @SandRousseau

some more tiny videos:
https://yadi.sk/i/M_XrwYYZ3QgSjv
https://yadi.sk/i/RlwfR2kY3QgSkF
https://yadi.sk/i/d4yeluX23QgSko
https://yadi.sk/i/_HYjGbgp3QgSmJ
https://yadi.sk/i/kPUVmCkC3QgSnM



β˜… video i made abt 1 of my several inspis: https://vimeo.com/73175935



BOOKS:
β˜… "im just a person" by @TigNotaro
β˜… made by the Survivors who were on the Oscars' stage: @WeBelieveYouBk pic.twitter.com/Y8FIgu1u8i
β˜…The War Zone by Alexander Stuart (as told few lines before) he is making a sequel of TWZ :)
β˜…Turning stones by Mark Parent,
β˜… La consolation by Flavie Flament (as mentionned in top the of this page)
β˜… Broken by Daniel Clay (also the movie from it),
β˜… 127 hours by Aron Ralston (used for the movie),
β˜… The Girl Nobody Wants by Lily O'Brien, ( @Girlnobodywants )
β˜… Beyond Survivor - Rising from the Ashes of Childhood Sexual Abuse by Jan L. Frayne ( @beyond_Survivor )
β˜… "Vous n'aurez pas ma haine” by @AntoineLeiris ( who Survives daily since he has lost his wife in Bataclan attack)
β˜… “Washed Away: From Darkness to Light” by @TheNikkiDuBose article: https://t.co/669iOl3m8b
review (&inspiring article) abt the book: https://slaygirlsociety.com/2017/03/04/washed-away-from-darkness-to-light-book-review/


β˜… "Église, la mécanique du silence" by @daphnegastaldi @mat_marty @mathieuperisse
β˜… "Rainbows in the Dark: A Journey of survival from child sexual abuse" https://www.amazon.com/Rainbows-Dark-Journey-survival-sexual/dp/1482018004/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1397575207&sr=1-1&keywords=rainbows+in+the+dark
β˜… "Amber Blake" by @JadeLagardere
β˜… "Parler" by @SandRousseau



β˜… A must read article... some words from it did put the light on things which were hidden unconsciously in the depth of my mind, a 2nd
Trauma.... a 2nd abuse...
http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/20/living/give-grandma-hug-child/index.html



β˜… AND: Tim (Roth)'s interviews about his own abuse:
- recent articles: pic.twitter.com/0t8us2w3ey and https://www.theguardian.com/tv-and-radio/2016/dec/04/tim-roth-if-you-neglect-working-class-for-so-long-they-will-rebel-against-you
- old ones: https://twitter.com/nathasurvivor/status/807725083288551427
im grateful daily & eternaly to him...He* physicaly saved me (from suicide) + shown me a way to Survive from my own abuses. Each time i read again his articles abt his own abuse it always freezes my back & it's also like a wave of strength, i hope it will inspire you as much as it helped (and still helps me).


β˜… also: Jane Fonda opening up about her own abuse: https://t.co/RGfUbbUZ4E

β˜… and Chester (Bennington.. #RipChester) an article about his own csa: https://twitter.com/nathasurvivor/status/889255351278866434 here something i wrote about his suicide & abuse & effects in my own Survival: https://t.co/vIwdiMkouJ

β˜… @AnthonyEdwards https://medium.com/@anthonyedwards/yes-mom-there-is-something-wrong-f2bcf56434b9


Take care all.
YANA, you are not alone...
Here about my own Rebirth from suicide & abuses: https://vimeo.com/166588741
#Wehealtogether
nath.

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