B l u R z · @BluRz_
2nd Oct 2017 from TwitLonger
I am sorry.
Hi everybody.
I realized that a lot of people have been mentioning that my apology was not sincere enough and that they don't feel as if I'm "genuinely" sorry.
Firstly, id like to state that I did not have to make the video and publicly shame myself even more than what was already done.
The storm had blown over and everything was quiet. I felt, that I needed to make that video apologizing to the public, as it had already been dealt with the girls and that it was something that people deserved.
People are also stating that I'm "making excuses" in the video. Please watch the video carefully. I try and touch up on almost all of the important details regarding what had happened as this is something that the public should also be aware of. People are also saying that I "blame" everything on dark humor.
When I spoke about dark humor and was touching up on what it is, I do not once, blame it on the humor. I do not once say that what I did was ok "because it was a joke". What I did was wrong, and I'm aware of that. The reason I touch up on it, is because I need people to realize that it wasn't done with intent to harm. I did not intentionally want someone to get hurt, hence why I IMMEDIATELY apologized to the girl and her family.
The reason for me getting my lawyers involved is because the images were posted without my consent or the girls consent by media. I did not get them involved to "hide away from people"?
The "without prejudice" in the top right hand corner is there to protect myself. My lawyer DID NOT help me put this video together. I did it, myself. So yes, my wording was probably completely wrong, but like I said, I wanted the video out to the public.
So let me put it to you like this.
What I did was wrong. I know this and I am genuinely sorry. I am fully aware of my mistakes and i have learnt from my stupid and immature mistakes. I sincerely hope that others have learnt from it as well.
If you are not happy supporting me and do not forgive me, I'm ok with that, and I respect that in every way possible.
But please don't crucify me for a mistake that I know I have done wrong in and have publicly apologized on and a mistake that has long been resolved with the girls.