Noodle · @DoctorOfFizz
10th Sep 2017 from TwitLonger
My Apology and Last Post
I had to take some time to compose all of my thoughts, but here they are.
The stuff I did was absolutely messed up, and I know that. And when I said I was sorry, I really did mean it. I’ve always aimed to be an upfront and honest person and when I do falter, I strive to pick myself up and improve on my faults. Sometimes though, it seems like what I believe the right thing to do isn’t, but that’s why people have helped me in learning how to improve myself. How that is perceived by you isn’t up to me, but I can only tell you how I feel and what I am thinking.
Reflecting back, I can see that we are all human and I understand that throughout it all, we can all improve. I often try to look at the good in everyone and I’ve failed to do that. But there is good in everyone and no one can tell you otherwise. Everyone I’ve talked to and communicated with have improved my life drastically and you can’t all begin to know what you mean to me.
This is going to be my final Twitlonger and my final post. I’m going to pin this to my page and then delete my account a couple days later. Say of it what you will, but I think it’s time for me to step away from social media in general, specifically Twitter. I will still be reachable through my Skype so there is a way to contact me if you like but I do understand if you don’t want to talk to me anymore.
It will be best for me if I put this part of my life behind me and start working on the next chapter of my life.
To all I hurt, I am deeply sorry. And I know that whatever I can say won’t be enough to make up for it. But do know that this is coming from the bottom of my heart. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness, but I want to leave letting you know that I am eternally sorry for everything I’ve done.
To all of my friends, I want to thank you for all the good times you shared with me. To list them all would do a disservice to those I would mistakenly miss. From SoKasts and Endures, there were great moments that shaped who I am as a human and who I like to be in the future. Thank you to those who have sat in the calls with me and thank you to those who have watched our content. And on Twitter, all the interactions I have had with you all has enriched my life in every sense of the word.
A part of me will be in SoK because that era of my life shaped me in ways that are indescribable in words. But it’s time I move on.
In the end, if I can leave you with one piece of advice, it’s to be true to yourself. Be the best person you can be and everything will work out in the end. Don’t make the same mistakes I have made.
I’m sorry and thank you for everything you have done for me.