havokZCS

Love Paras · @havokZCS

30th Nov 2016 from TwitLonger

I decided to step down from Risky Gaming's active lineup..(cont.)


Today is a tough day for me - I have decided to take a break from CSGO and leave the main lineup of Risky gaming due to real life commitments.

Even though everyone in the team treats me like family, I only felt I was weighing them down in terms of not being available to practice and attend many tournaments. I work full time in an Events company from 8AM to 6PM, coming back home by 7PM and finishing your daily routine (gym, etc) and then heading straight to CS practice at 8:30PM would make it extremely hard for me to cope up with. Few days I would show up to practice with the worst motivation ever or being extremely grumpy due to having a long day.

Recently, I've started to even have issues with family, friends and the girlfriend due to the amount of hours I've been putting in the game all year long. There was barely any time remaining in the end to spend with them, it was getting very very tough for me.

Therefore, something had to give in - It had to be CS. I will definitely try to get my shit together, sort my self out for a few months and hopefully return. I will definitely use up most of the time on my weekends just playing a lot of cs and working on my individual skill. For now, 39man will probably replace me - the guy has MAD skills and probably is even better than me skill wise.


With that being said, I would really like to thank my teammates - breaker, kitkat, karribob, nami, t0ks and 39man - they have been nothing but supportive when it came down to all of this. And a special THANKS to breaker (obaid), specially because in the start of 2016, we both had a plan to win everything locally and basically dominate the Middle Eastern/India scene, and we did it. Thank you for believing in me!

Thanks guys and see you s00n!~

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