Happiness is the most important thing you should strive for in your life.

Imagine putting your fullest effort into something but every time you prove yourself or reach an accomplishment it's discredited.

Every time I beat someone higher skilled than me it's "he got lucky," or "XXX was playing bad." I'm rarely acknowledged with the effort I put inside outside the game. Ever thought that maybe I'm winning because I work hard?

I'm tired of being the butt end of jokes in the melee community. I'm tired of nobodies talking shit to me and discrediting the work I've put into the game. Im tired of the constant harassment. I'm tired of the weight jokes. I'm so fucking tired of all of this. I'm not demanding respect, I just wish for basic level of human respect given in these aspects.

I know the solution is overall within myself. I know I need to learn to ignore these things. I know I shouldn't let any of this get to me but it becomes difficult to ignore when you get bombarded with hate literally every day of your life

I'm going to take time to build myself into a better person overall. I cannot be the best at anything with this mentality, but I deal with so much shit talk in this community that I find it difficult to make any progress.

I'll come back at some point, and when I do I'm going to be the fucking greatest.

Til then.

-Mike

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