[Statement about This Season, and Worlds 2016🙇]


In my previous messages i had write the stories about this difficult season. And i will said is the hardest season i had in my skating carrier. This season was really hard for few things; Family (This year suddenly my Grandfather had passed away, as He was first skater in our family and biggest supporter of the skating, as well that my Grandmother had left by herself in China since we came to US to train and prepare for competitions, as it was wish of my Grandfather as well, so there was a lot of difficulties in the family ). Mentally ( because of all these things had happen, and one difficulty happening after another in different continent (since whole family in China and US) these difficulties just not stopping for these few month. And when your parents are your coaches is complete different thing, when family have problem is everyone problem to get through it ( i guess that is way i been educated as Part of Asian, to care for your closest). It's situation not like ordinary skaters have: who going to rink, skate with their coaches, go home and think and concentrate on their things, is complete different thing, i guess few other skaters who have parents as their coaches could understand that). Physically and conditionally ( we spend so much time this season and try less to compete to spend more time on training to improve difficulties in technical aspect, and we had conquer them, land 4T and others. But its was to much pressure for the body, even by spend few month before season begins, just to build up technic and make body stronger, but at the end that hard push of improve in difficulties cost aftermath. And good that it was not a big injury, but it had quite big affect whole training routine, a lot, even now it still not the full power (because i didnt stop training and didnt not rest, for chasing time to bring my shape back). Some days of these few month been like a nightmare, and its was really hard to get them through, not for me only but for whole family as well (and i know everyone have that time in their life when is all dark, and guess this year for me was like that). But thanks God (we can said this way: we survive it, and survived to get ready to fly to Boston in few days). My condition even now, still so far from even good, and might not be that much as all of you expect, even compare to last season. And I'm ready for all kind of difficulties, i might even skate only one program (you never know what can be happen). But one thing i know and i will do: is even though im bad and low condition now, i will fight till the last with most power i can. And will try enjoy this amazing opportunity to participate in this amazing competition, since there might not many of this great events left in my carrier. And in possitively thinking and deep down in my heart i know, this year down is for good, but i will see it later. (Now, is time to wash away this unhappiness, and bring the smile back, and enjoy this moment). Much Much Thanks for All of Yours Support Trough This Time #Bow #Love

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