You guys have already heard of my situation and I want to let my feelings out(long text incoming), but first of all I want to thank @Giantsgaming and my former teammates for giving me an opportunity to play in LCS, it was one of my biggest dreams, so I hope one day I will be able to return again even though it looks very bleak atm.
Overall I enjoyed the time I spent with my teammates and had lots of fun, even though it was relatively short, which is understandable, and I only have myself to blame for it.
As much as I regret for acting like this, and also only realizing things when it was too late. There's nothing I can do about it now, so I will keep this lesson in my heart and learn from it. Which might already be too late for, however if I am given a second chance, I promise this will never happen again.
If I could go back in time, I would definitely do things differently and be a better teammate to every team I have been in. If any of my former teammate is reading this, and I did not act like a proper teammate to you. I am truly sorry for letting you experience that side of me, it might already be too late for forgiveness, but I hope this will atleast ease a bit of your hatred of me.
I am also very sorry, if I even have any fans left of me for seeing such a disappointing side of me. If I do have any left, I wish to express my sincerely gratitude, it means alot to me. If given further chances I will not let you down.
When I performed poorly against UOL, I tweeted I was trash. Reading the positive comments made me cry for a long time and it makes me realise how important fans are. So If you are heavy fans of someone in the scene, make sure you support them when they have tough times it really helps them so much to get through it.
I have one last thing to talk about while I was in Giants. Adryh is the most kind-hearted person I've met in my life. He's such a good guy really, reading very bad comments about Adryh is pretty sad, especially when it's not even game related comments. He didn't do anything to you, yet you are hurting a really good guy for no reason. I probably won't even reach any haters by saying this, but maybe some of you can think twice when you flame someone.
I have been typing for hours it's time to end this. I wish my former team (giants) good luck and the very best, hope you guys succeed.