SojournerJack · @SojournerJACK
29th Oct 2015 from TwitLonger
"For What is your Life? James 4:14
"For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away." James 4:14
Christy: I am sorry that I was a bad boyfriend. I am sorry that I reacted so poorly that night; finding another man in our bed broke my heart, all I saw was red. That doesn't excuse it; but it is the truth. I'm sorry for the physical and psychological pain I have put you through. I regret it every day. I pray that you will one day forgive me. I wish the D.A. and judge would allow me to take a polygraph so that I could prove to YOU that I was not going to kill you that night and that I have and had zero intentions of hurting you in the future. I know you believe that I was going to fetch a knife when you ran out the back door, but I was not. You had a concussion and you were going in and out of coherency, there are many things that you don't recall accurately, you don't even remember what I was wearing, not even close. I have the pants I was wearing covered in all 3 of our blood to prove it. I ran out of money $ long ago, my attorney has been working for free, my little sister just offered to give him $25K to pay for all the tests and experts needed for trial... But I'm done feeling like a parasite and a nuisance to those who love me. That is exactly what caused me to feel suicidal in the beginning. I'm not gonna squander their time and $$ on my mistakes. Believe it or not, I don't want to drag you through this emotional rollercoaster of a trial. This horrible storm we have been through has been a blessing to me, it has saved my eternal soul. Above all things on earth I want an opportunity to expose you to the same truth and peace that I have found. I Love You and I always Will. The D.A. offered me a "deal" of 14-Life. (The max. penalty for 2nd degree murder is 10-Life.)
Well- Here is my deal: I will sign any deal YOU want; no games, no trials, the Victim picks the punishment. If that isn't justice then I don't know what is. All you have to do is tell the D.A. to let me answer those 2 polygraph questions and most importantly promise to watch the documentary, "The Fabric of Time" (on the shroud of Turin) and read the 2 Lee Strobel Books that saved me, "A Case For A Creator" & "A Case For Christ." I am a follower of Jesus now, I live only for Him. This isn't some "Jail house conversion." HE IS REAL Mack, It's this temporal World that is FAKE. I'm not worried about what happens to me, sentence me to death for all I care, I just want to put this information before your eyes, It's not right that this storm should save only me. Please accept my offer. If you refuse, this thing of ours is gonna last a lot longer, I'm not gonna let my friend/lawyer work for free, nor am I gonna use my sisters $. I'm gonna fire my lawyer and use the public defenders office. I'll be praying for you Now & Always.
High Desert State Prison WAR MACHINE 1131480