Alfonso 'mithy' · @mithytsm
9th Dec 2014 from TwitLonger
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It's been 2 years since I don't write anything at all so before I start I'm already asking the grammar police to give me a break! :)
It has been a long 6 months filled with different emotions towards league, from disliking the game to loving it. from finding it boring to asking myself if losing out on another year of university was worth it at all...It was really hard, trust me.
What I said on my twitter yesterday is all true. It wasn't as easy as just turning a switch on and off for me. Looking back at the start of my suspension I feel I have been getting better and better as every month went by. And It is a fact that I still have a lot of work to do because even though no one is perfect, as a professional people have very high expectations of me and that is something that took me a long time to realise. There is a lot more to League of Legends or life itself than just winning; It's about building up the pavement brick by brick and be able to look back and see more than just what was won and lost. Enjoying every little moment you spend with your fans, team mates, flying across the globe and actually visiting the cities, tasting different food, learning new cultures and partying. My point being is that there is more than what I thought it was to this period of my life than what I thought there was and that is something that I'm planning to change for next year.
I want to continue maturing up as a person and although I'm already warning everyone I'm not going to instantly become Krepo or Alvar (which btw helped me a lot ty guys) I want to follow their same path and the most important thing in that path is you guys(the fans). That is why I ask all of you both fans and haters that we start on a clean slate both on the attitude side of things as in the play side of things. I want to stop being over hyped or called toxic just because of who I was months ago. When you see me playing in January please forget who I was before and just look at the present, I will work my ass off to not disappoint everyone but I don't promise there will be no bumps along the road because there will definitely be.
TLDR: Happy to be unbanned, still not perfect. Looking forward to showing everyone I'm worth it next year.