Okay, so after much thought and talking with stro, I have decided to declare Free Agency. Basically, yesterday was a train wreck. It was a mess of emotions that caused all of us to make rash decisions. Everything has been so rushed, and not thought through thoroughly. As I said this morning, I apologize to everyone involved in this situation, and I take blame for any of this roller coaster. If it wasn't for me then everything would have been fine, and I'd still be with nV.
Here's how I look at it. Only some people will be able to agree with me here, and that's fine. Being a professional gamer is a very stressful thing. You think about so many what ifs, possibilities, and futures. The way I see it is at the end of the day we are all playing to either win money, play for the fame, or stay relevant. Whatever the situation may be, you always think about what's best for yourself. That's what I do. I'm a very selfish person when it comes to my future, because I've seen too many players completely fall off the face of the planet, mostly because of bad placings. When you go to a tournament, you are playing 4v4, not 1v1, so you have to have so much trust in the guys you are sitting next to each other to do their job, while doing yours as well. I never make changes because I think my team is bad, or I can't win with them. It's just who you're more comfortable playing with and whoever you think you have the best chance to win with is. You can view me as shady if you like, that's fine. I'm perfectly okay with that term, I have always done well for myself, and you really have to have a tight circle, if one at all.
I'd just like to say that my decisions are my own and I stand by them with confidence. Whether you respect me or not, that's fine. Everyone is entitled to their opinion, and I don't expect everyone to like me. I appreciate everything Nameless, Jkap, and Merk did for me. They led me to my first championship, and made me the player I am right now. If they have bad blood with me I understand. They are all good dudes and I have a ton of respect for them as people and players. For Hastro, he's been the man behind the scenes dealing with all of this. I appreciate him for putting me in his home and allowing me to wear the nV jersey. And most of all I appreciate anyone who understands where I'm coming from and is still a fan. I understand if you don't quite get where I'm coming from either, not many people will. Anyways, thanks for reading I hope this informed you guys somewhat and have a great rest of your night. Thank you to those who still support me and my decisions.