Dear @NiallOfficial, It's been a long time since I first started writing this kind of letters for you, I've written so many, but everytime it seems like they're not good enough for you. So I'll try once again to write this small letter, hoping that this time, it will be enough, and that one day you'll read this and (hopefully) you'll smile.

To start with, I'd like to let you know that you are the main source of positivity in my life. You always have the power to make me smile, by just seeing your face or just hearing your beautiful voice. You make me so happy and you don't even need to try. Whenever I'm feeling sad or lonely, or whenever I feel like I want to cry, I just think of you and listen to your songs and everything feels okay again. But, the hurtful fact is, that you have literally no idea of any of these, that, I desperately need you to know.

Sometimes I have the need to imagine you hugging me, or smiling at me. I need you so much, I need to see you and listen to your beautiful voice in person, but I know that this will probably remain just a simple dream for me.
I know I will always have to keep loving you from over here, seeing your magnificent smiles over my computer, with you actually having no clue about my existence. But I'm okay with that. Because sitting here, seeing you happy, doing what you always wanted to do, making your dreams come true every single day, is enough to make me happy too.

I'm so thankful to have you in my life. You're like a sunshine who lights up my world in my darkest of days. I love you more than words can even begin to describe. Even if the years pass, I promise you that, you'll always have a very special place in my heart. Thank you for everything Niall.

"A star, that I can admire, but I can't touch. That's what you are, and what you'll always be."

Take care of yourself and never let anyone bring you down.

Sending you all the love of the world.
Penny. x

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