Theressa Young · @GemmaismahIdol
19th Jan 2014 from TwitLonger
Hey Niall.
If you're reading this now, I want you to know that I'm the luckiest girl.
I don't really know the reason for doing that. Actually, I wanted to say some things, even though I know you're not gonna read it.
First of all, I want to thank you for changing my life onto something better, but then I realize that aaall the 'Thank you' of the whole world aren't enough for you, love. You offer us happiness and only happiness and you need to have a real smile in your face. You deserve every single good thing Nialler, you are the most perfect person I've ever seen.
To tell you the truth, I don't really remember my life before I met you. You came into my life "like a boss" and just stole me heart. You learned me that life is beautiful, and we have to do things that can make us happy 'cause we only live once.
Please Niall, if you're gonna read this, answer me a question..how can someone be happy when he fell for a person that will never EVER fall back? I dare you to answer, even I know it doesn't matter. But think about it Niall. It's pretty sad for me doing this whole thing, but as I say, I'd do anything for your happiness. I'd do anything to see you smile for a sec. I'm not mad with you for not falling for me, 'cause I don't really have something special, I'm just...you know..me. I'm just mad with myself for falling in love with a person that will never look at me and say 'I really love you', as I do for you or 'You're beautiful', as I DO FOR YOU SUNSHINE. When I'm talking with my friends, the conversation goes to you. Always. Everything around me contains you. We might be talking for shoes, I'm gonna say 'Supra is Niall's favourite shoes'. We may be talking for sellphones, I'm gonna say 'Niall bought one this month'. Every single thing reminds me of you. You are my everything Niall. I know the word 'everything' has a huge meaning, but I do mean it Nialler. I do. You were the first guy that made me feel those butterflies in my stomach. I don't know if you have ever felt like this before, but it's one of the most feelings a person can feel. And you are this one who made me feel like this. No one has ever make me feel beautiful, 'cause I know I'm not. 'You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you' 'Maybe you love yourself like I love you'. Well..yeah..I dedicate these lyrics to you love. Every day I wake up the first thing I'm gonna say is 'Good morning love, I hope you'll have a great day'. I look at my posters and I catch myself smiling while looking at your eyes, your smile, you. You're me prince, my first and last love, my precious, my boy. You mean the world to me, but I'm just another fan. Anyway, I keep loving you, unfortunately or fortunately. My love for you will go off when the sun will rise from the West.
I love you Niall James Horan..my everything.
-Just another fan, Chrysa.