@willyfarquarson Before i start this i just wanted to say i am in NO way blaming you, you weren't to know and i'm not here to make you feel guilty or anything, okay.

Alright, Every since i can remember i have been scared of being sick, it's my biggest fear and a phobia of mine, A few years ago i started to get panic attacks because of it and i felt sick everyday, i was practically having panic attacks everyday and it wasn't fun, wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy, anyway, i saw countless hypnotists, spiritual healers and one physiatrist [who was shit], It got to the point when even my own friends and family were starting to find me annoying and i got to a place where i had no idea how i would get my way out of it. However slowly but surly i started getting over it, it was really hard work and took a couple of years before i was over it, I am still scared of being sick and i believe that's something i'll never ever get over, sometimes but not very often i still get panic attacks, maybe a bad one once a month but it's something i learnt to deal with.

Anyway the picture you tweeted me last night and believe me i KNOW it was a joke and i am really not having a go at you because you weren't to know, The picture you tweeted me, made me feel really nauseous and i don't know why, but anyway, it caused me to have a really bad panic attack for about 3 hours until roughly 3am this morning, when it finally started to get better, This ISN'T a sob story, I just want you to know to be a little more careful in what you reply to people with and post, and i am not trying to sound like your mother, even though it comes across like that sorry ah

anyway i don't care if you don't read this i just needed to get it off my chest because it's been bothering me all morning, please don't beat yourself up about it you weren't to know, I still love you loads, how could i not, just be more careful loser alright?

:)

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